Througout my life, people have brought me pain and work. It's like I'm a slave in pain. Combined with my social anxiety, I get really nervous around them so I can't be with them.
Then there's the fact that people can be very cruel and judgemental. Especially to the shy and the mentally ill. They don't care about helping you.
You know what their solution is to fix your problems. To conform. To be like everyone else. Or to be doped up on drugs in order to gain happiness.
The thing is, I have seen how cruel people can truly be. They bully, they cheat, they hate.
When you're lonely, sure, you have boredom but no love. But hey, it's like the lesser of two evils. Loneliness is good it can bring one freedom, peace, and the ability to think critically. I want to adapt to being alone so I may never get hurt by people.
Soon, when I finish high school and college, I am going to be so isolated. It may be so awesome! I will have the time to write literature. Of course, I'll try to get a job. Hopefully, I will get an introvert job where I won't have to deal with people.
I see on this site how many people despair over being lonely. I see how hard they try but they never amount to anything. Or they did have what social people have but not anymore. I don't want to be in this state of despair; I don't want to cry over that what I cannot have; the possesions of social people.
I rapidfox1 will pursue a life of supreme isolation. I will have no friends, no family, no sex, no social life. My life will be simple. People won't care about but I shall care about myself. If God or gods exists, they shall be accompany me; they shall and have always been with me.
Perhaps you should pursue a life of supreme isolation.
Anyways, I'm of to do my work; I have to do my school work. You see how people force me to work. I'd rather do something better with my time. Goodbye.
*I should mention this is an old post. I've posted this on SAS. I still feel like isolating myself so it's relevant to me. I've put this thread here to know what you users think.