I think my PTSD is mainly in the healing processes, however I have slip ups and exacerbation's with the trauma when triggered. Currently dealing with 3 "triggers". They have been taking over every part of my life, and I sit and dwell from the triggers. During these episodes I feel panic attacks most of the day and vivid day-dreaming and bad dreams. It has also caused so much stress it's onset seizures. Today I was just reading something online when something I was reading processed in my brain differently -- and then 100 thoughts went in my mind as my mind decided to connect things and I started to shake. I cried in bed for almost 2 hours... and now scared to even leave my room... ... I'm pathetic....