Ohh yeah, I know I have to be more open before I actually make any progress, but I won't be. I always tell myself "I'm going to talk more and be honest" before I go to my appointments, but I always freeze up in the office and I can't say anything. It's frustrating and I don't think I'll ever be able to do it. I'll never trust anyone ever again and I'll die miserable and alone.
I appreciate the offer, but I won't be messaging you. Once again, I can't ever discuss my issues with anyone person-to-person, it's just too unpleasant. Feeling isolated and miserable is unpleasant too, but I don't know, I just can't seem to open up to anyone, even in private messages.