I have smoked on and off over the years, not that much really. It's always calmed me (a small handful of times had the pot anxiety where you smoked too much). Three weeks ago I smoked at a house party. I took one hit, but a rather large one like a dumby. I immediately knew it was a bad idea. I started having bad anxiety and was sweating on my face profusely (this stuff was incredibly strong. I was asking later on if it was laced or something bc it was ridiculous. Everyone said it was normal dro). After an hour or so I was ok. The next day I was ok.... however that night I woke up mid sleep with a severe panic attack. I've only had one panic attack in my lifetime, years and years ago. I thought I was having a heart attack ofcourse.
From that day until now, I've had severe anxiety and panic. My heat races, wakes me up at night, cant eat, losing weight, tight throat, trouble breathing, bowel problems. It's horrible.
Did I just ruin my life!? I haven't touched the stuff since and don't plan on it. I keep thinking it will go away. Maybe I need to get it out of my system. Or did it cause something to just "snap" in my brain?