End of my rope

[Chantellabella]

Ever feel like you can't handle this anymore?

Like you've reached the end of your rope?

There's a saying "God gives you only what you can handle."

Well, God must not know me very well, because I have lost it.

I can't handle this anymore.

And I no longer have medical insurance so I have no therapist.

I've reached the end of my rope.

I can't handle life anymore.


I just don't know where to go from this point.
Don't know what to do.
I'm overwhelmed.


Ever feel like even crying is an effort?

I can't even fake being ok.


I know I need to focus on others.
I know I need to let things go
I know I need to forget and move on
I know I need to put one foot in front of the other
To take one day, minute, second at a time
I know I need to be grateful

I'm scared
And for the first time in my life I don't know what to do

I'm not that tough.
I just feel like I've lost the battle this time

[Misssy]

Hi Chanti, that is all just hello. This place has been quiet

[Total Eclipse]

**hugs**

[Misssy]

Hi Kay

[Skippy]

Ever feel like you can't handle this anymore?

Like you've reached the end of your rope?

There's a saying "God gives you only what you can handle."

Well, God must not know me very well, because I have lost it.

I can't handle this anymore.

And I no longer have medical insurance so I have no therapist.

I've reached the end of my rope.

I can't handle life anymore.


I just don't know where to go from this point.
Don't know what to do.
I'm overwhelmed.


Ever feel like even crying is an effort?

I can't even fake being ok.


I know I need to focus on others.
I know I need to let things go
I know I need to forget and move on
I know I need to put one foot in front of the other
To take one day, minute, second at a time
I know I need to be grateful

I'm scared
And for the first time in my life I don't know what to do

I'm not that tough.
I just feel like I've lost the battle this time

Gawd, how you took the words right outta my mouth
I feel just the same. The challenges ahead are gonna be crazy hard as well. But we can do this, hey?
Have to try at least, cuz there's only one other way to go, and I know you don't want that.

Please be strong...

[Chantellabella]

Thanks guys. Yeah, I'm gonna get through this. I always do somehow.

I guess this is the first time I've had to feel life.

It ain't fun, huh?

Man, the way I've been moaning and groaning, you'd think my head was being cut off.

Funny thing is I've faced way worst and lived.

I guess the difference is I was allowed to go away and an alter had to face the pain.

I can definitely see why they hate/hated me so much.

I was the reason why those little children had so much pain.

I mean I didn't cause the pain at first - others did.

But I left them to bear it alone.

And now that I have just a little pain, I'm whining like hell.

Serious eye-opener.


Thanks guys for even listening to my moans.

And yes, Skippy..............we're both gonna get through this.

And Kay

And Misssy

And everybody here who is struggling.

[L]

Hey sweety - I don't know if you know but I admire you. You have gone through a lot in the past and I am so proud of where you are today. I know it feels like a set back but I know you are a strong person and I have so much faith in you.

[Chantellabella]

Hey sweety - I don't know if you know but I admire you. You have gone through a lot in the past and I am so proud of where you are today. I know it feels like a set back but I know you are a strong person and I have so much faith in you.

Thank you, my friend.