I'm a little upset, instead of being happy that I did something that caused me great anxiety. My husband was like well you should have gotten proof. I had to go to the bank and see if a check was cashed. It was, but I forgot to get proof of it being cashed. So my husband was mad at me. I said I'll go get it tomorrow. He's like all happy ok. I slammed the phone down.
I realize that maybe this shouldn't be an anxiety provoking event because it went rather smoothly, but now since I have to go back and get what I forgot to get , I look even more stupid. I can never win and no one is ever on my side. My husband is like what the hell are you talking about.
He's nice to people who always give me the evil eye. I'm not too friendly though especially to these woman who think that they are better than me. My husband is oblivious to non-verbal communication. That little annoyed frown someone gives you when you enter a room. It's like super quick and then they are all phony nice. It's stuff like that that sets my anxiety off and makes me never want to rejoin humans....I really didn't want to talk to her anyway, so I ignored her and talked with someone who I actually like.