I want to start doing reading exercises to improve the fluency of my voice, but people
walk around my caravan all the time it's bloody fucking annoying. I can't do it at night because
I feel so sleepy and my voice just gives up (and paradoxically, too frightened to go to bed with the lights off..)
I can't even talk on the phone for more than a minute, it is bloody FRIGHTENING! That's why I never use the
communal phone. I use my cellphone inside the vehicle .. and take advantage of free numbers - e.g. calling social welfare,
the beauty clinic, etc.
It's a living fucking HELL today I even dropped a light bulb that I found in a heap of free stash left over by a church group . . Just
too distracted, worrying if people are looking at me digging through the pile. . the way they are looking at me.
People might be listening. And, if they are, there's a chance they will like what they hear. Think about it: if people are listening to you then that's not a bad thing. It would simply mean you're listened to and respected. If they are not listening then you're safe too.