New roommate is moving in, has two friends helping him. Hiding in my room now.
New roommate is moving in, has two friends helping him. Hiding in my room now.
Hey guys, I'm still around but not doing well... Just wanted to let you know I'm still alive LOL. Things just aren't good right now. Roman is doing what he can and I am so fortunate to have him, but other stuff... Mostly medical stuff. It's not even my mental health anymore. I'll keep you guys updated :/
"It is never too late to be what you might have been." - George Eliot
Exhausted from first day at work and mom won't stop asking stupid questions.
"Did you get paid yet?"
Bitch. I just started working today...
Car dealerships. I was going to stop at a place after work and was anxious all day about it. Then when I called the sales guy said some lady was talking to her bank about financing for it but if I gave him my number he'd call if anything changed. I said I would rather not give him my number. He said, "Well I already have it." I bet he's going to call tomorrow with .~*great news*~. Ugh.
I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. -- Maya Angelou
This total lack of energy is going to be a problem. I hardly want to drag myself up a flight of stairs. I suppose it's time to try more supplements. I just expect everything to fail me, but it couldn't hurt to try. This slowed down, underwater feeling when I'm totally rested is not going to fly when I have to get up at the asscrack of dawn.
I brought food to a homeless shelter 30 minutes ago. We had a lot of food left over after our Sat program.
While waiting for someone in the front office I saw a little girl about 5 or 6 years old waiting with her mother. The little girl had such a blank stare on her face. Her eyes were just lifeless.
It took me back to when I was homeless. I know that look.
My eyes welled up with tears when I got in my car to leave. Then I stuffed the feelings.
I stuff feelings. I really do.
Now my head hurts.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about