I don't know. Just feel bad
I don't know. Just feel bad
Feeling extremely exploited. I have to put a stop to this today. This is not a situation where I'm in the right though. I promise all of my clients unlimited revisions until the project is completed to their liking. That sounds like a serious flaw in my approach to the business, but I've done this for over 300 clients, and within the short time I've been doing this it's always worked out fine. All of them have a goal in mind and want to reach it. They don't want to be dragging it out for months. This one in particular is really taking the "unlimited revisions" thing to heart though, and asking to see every possible arrangement of pixels humanly possible, and has been dragging this out for 3 months now. It's gone far beyond the point of reason.
It's sort of like the buffet owner who has to tell the fat guy "Alright, you've eaten too much. Please leave."
Tell the client you are having a family emergency etc. so you are reducing your working hours etc. Just tell them you need them to make a final decision now. And don't respond to them any longer.
My nose has been a bit runny this morning. I guess that means there are allergens flying around today, which is great because I also have to cut the weeds in the front yard at some point. Oh boy!
Still waiting on something I need to start working. Anticipation is not good for my brain as it just wants to be negative and think about all the ways that I can potentially make a fool of myself on the job or about whatever hassles I might encounter while on the job regardless of how remote the possibility of them happening are. I need to be able to start working so I can stop anticipating and just start doing it, eventually establish a routine and become comfortable enough to not be on edge about it constantly.
I also need to start studying to get my GED again. I waste far too much time just surfing the internet and visiting the same dozen or so websites in an endless loop and occasionally playing a video game or watching a movie or TV show. So hard for me to get the motivation to do things I know I need to do. :/
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
I keep having recurring nightmares.
I can't remember the last time I had a good dream.
Such a mental wreck right now
Not at the moment, which I can't often say.
Getting OCD false memories. Cant forgive my own mistakes at all and keep inventing more whenever possible..
In the Library trying to write a summary of the assignment I failed last year for this years assignment lol
life---> <---me
Shut up, brain!
Ridiculously stressed out and anxious over how often I should hang out with this one person. We had been hanging out 3 wks in a row now...1-2x a wk. Now I feel like I should scale back... give them space and not take them away from whatever free time they have throughout the week/day. But... I can't handle that, I want to hang out with them all the damn time now. If I could be with them everyday, I would.
Yes, so you know when there are disturbing "news" images and stuff like that where people are injured. That kind of stuff really bother's me I am sensitive to it.
Sleepy, but can't sleep.
Nausea =/