Can you just not call them at all and totally cut contact? Or is there that feeling of obligation a lot of us Asian kids experience when it comes to their overbearing parents?
Don't end your life, inane. You know what's best for you, and that's to keep away from your parents, especially your mother. Try to do your best all the time in trying to get your own life together and go from there. Easier said than done, but... a little bit of progress will go a long way. Don't harm yourself It's just not worth it.