OK guys, I know this makes no sense because I've been suicidal before, but I have a fear of dying. In specific ways.
Ways I do not want to die (in no particular order):
Anything involving an airplane
Murder/rape/abduction/torture
Drowning
Fire
Gun violence
Hanging/strangulation/suffocation
Car accident
Ways I wouldn't mind dying (again, in no particular order):
Suicide
Terminal illness
Heart attack
Failed anesthesia during surgery
Drug overdose
Alcohol poisoning
Falling/accident
Does this make sense at all? There are situations where dying would be totally acceptable and I would be fine with it, but there are situations that terrify me and I would be totally afraid and not want it to happen. Does anyone else have this phobia? Where dying in certain ways scares you more than others? Thanks.
Keddy