I know right! The guy has always been rather....erm...."vigilant" about his job but for [BEEP]'s sake this is a movie theatre and he's barely getting paid more than I am right now lol I actually rather enjoy working there and the people are really awesome so I really hope I don't get fired or have to find another job cause if I go back to school Im not sure if there's another job that offers the same flexibility that this one does
@Kirsebaer I really hope everything turns out okay Kirse!! And yes let us know!!
I feel so alone and empty.
My days consist of trying to pass the time, when I'm not in class I have to find ways to distract myself. I'm tired of the routine, tired of waking up, trying to find things to preoccupy myself, feeling like I'm digging myself deeper into the hole. Nobody cares enough to ask me if I'm okay. My "friends" don't care, they have more important things to tend to, and more important people in their lives. I haven't had a real conversation with anyone in what feels like an eternity. Music and books can't even soothe me at my most loneliest anymore. I can't find people to connect with, I can't find things to do. I'm hopeless.
That feeling of dread in the pit of my stomach. I don't know how to cope. My weekends have become an extension of my school week.
Hey all im new on here still trying to get use to everything
Thank you. It's nice to be able to finally talk to people that will understand me x
Some guy offered me a job delivering catalogues, claiming "£20,000 a year!" if I handover a £100. I must have gulliable written on my head or something. Sounds too good to b true, and on further research, seems like a pyramid scheme.
I really don't want to get involved in something like that, but it seems impolite to say no.
This seems like I should post it to r/britishproblems or something.
I'M GONNA FIGHT 'EM ALL
A SEVEN NATION ARMY COULDN'T HOLD ME BACK.......
Once again im tired of being treated like [BEEP] at work .
One depressing week ends, another begins. I was hoping to spend time hanging out with someone I know this past weekend but it didn't happen—not unexpected, but disappointing nonetheless. It's always nice to have someone make you feel like you're not worth their time.
“Scratch any cynic and you will find a disappointed idealist.” — George Carlin
"If it's true that our species is alone in the universe, then I'd have to say the universe aimed rather low and settled for very little." — George Carlin
Missing my parents... Sometimes I wish they lived just a bus ride away from me...
I hate my life. I hate the pathetic life I've lived, and I haven't truly lived at all.
I wish I could vanish...
I feel like the more I try to get to know people, the more they disappoint me. The first impressions are always pretty solid, but then I get to see their true colours. Trying not to let some bad experiences make me jaded.
There are exceptions, and I guess I need to hold onto the fact that those people exist. It's just hard going through the same [BEEP] all over again when I thought I was done with it in grade school. Maybe it's because the majority of my class consists of mostly younger girls. I don't know. It'll be over soon anyway.
Please don't vanish
I know the feeling. Not what you're feeling obviously, only you can feel that. But I know what not living feels like. It's the only reason birthdays bother me. Turning a year older. If I experienced life like a normal person, I'd have so much more accomplished by now. But as usual I'm galaxies away from everyone else. Ah well. I don't feel like I was meant to be "like everyone else".