I failed as a mother.
I failed my children.
I failed as a mother.
I failed my children.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Sorry about the shallowness of this post compared to what we normally post in this thread, but I'm upset cause I couldn't get tickets to see Adele next year... they were sold out almost immediately as they became available I really wanted to go to her concert.. I've been waiting for years...
Having depression episodes at work are really fun. It's really awesome trying to do your job and not break down and cry at the same time. I hate these rapid mood swings
I have an interview in 3 hours, a sprained wrist, sore throat and blocked nose
life---> <---me
So irritated about everything and everyone today.
I just wanted to say thank you guys for your supportive caring words, and also remember my friends, that you're not alone, you have friends here, and we care when you're hurting.
The Hokey Pokey IS what it's all about
Humph, if only I could will my anxiety away, sadness... but I can't believe that my thoughts are truly distorted at this point. But, you know, I don't even know how to keep myself busy or derive enjoyment out of being alone, doing solo activities and I certainly don't have any sort of inkling as to what kinds of activities would both interest me and put me in contact with others (let alone positive contact, I've tried and I've failed miserably). Hell I'm not even successful at making friends online, through words, unlike everyone else. There's not even a point to wondering what it would be like to be in a relationship, as that's so far away compared to taking care of the most basic and pressing aspects of life right now. Forgive me if I don't appear hopeful. No matter what I do, I get the feeling that all I'm doing is wasting time and taking another step on the road of inevitable failure.
Plus the comic page is not working, so I can't distract myself with that today.
I am the Dragon of blood, a relentless prince of pain