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Yeah we'll never know who actually won since they find ways to discount votes and suppress opposition.
That guy was right. 87% lol... If he wanted to be convincing he should rig a lower majority.The voters, mostly young and anti-Putin, waited in a long line to cast ballots at the Russian school in the Serbian capital Belgrade.
"There is no election, we know who is going to win, we even know the result, he is going to draw himself over 80%," said Peter Nikitin, an anti-war activist. "There is no expectation, this government does not depend on how people vote."
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"Nevada has 125 females for every 100 females."
- ShoeLol I noticed that too. Guessing she meant males from the context. Though now I'm wondering if that was some kind of joke. Don't think so because she didn't draw any attention to that and just breezed past it which she never does with jokes, but someone could.Bi vibes
See. It's boring and overdone though because conservatives never shut up about how men are girls. They do this more than me and Tumblr and it's clearly our kink...Man tese days are basically girls
Is Area 51 included?So, the female population of Nevada is an unbounded infinite series?A recursive algorithm that never runs out of women!Unlock infinite females with this one weird trick!No wonder she still has nightmares about math homework.Think that's the first time I've heard someone use that in a sentence. Well based on how much right wing people online complain about women with cats being terrible, I suppose it works out. Except most men dislike cats.Date a woman that has a cool cat. That way even if she is a termagant you can still play with the cat.
Lol no it didn't. I remember hearing it when watching it before.The video said 125 males to 100 females, but you say 125 females. Which one is it?
I'm reading through other comments again now.
I think my friend who is a programmer just low-key doesn't get that mindset lol. Not painting in public that's nothing the other stuff that often goes along with the personality type. He's not that uncreative himself though since he makes music now and then but doesn't listen to much and I'm not that creative not really black/white. We were in a relationship once though. So sort of I guess? That was more proximity though at the time because our courses had to work together on projects and shared the same computer space.That painting next to an engineering school bit is next-level psychological warfare. Logical/mathematical people are fascinated by creatives.
I think there are a lot of very visible failure states as well that people find confusing/annoying/'why are you like this?' Especially visible online now.
Like Jordan Peterson has (sadly) talked about this a lot:
^ that's just the full lecture of the clip below (most of the things I'm quoting are from these videos)
Jordan PetersonJordan PetersonShhh."It's actually very hard to orient yourself in life if you're very high in openness, very low in conscientiousness and very high in neuroticism because you question everything and you're not stable."
Jordan PetersonSomeoneJordan PetersonJordan PetersonThere's this clip from a 2001 film called the Believer which stars Ryan Gosling playing a self hating Jewish neo-Nazi basically that far right people like to post on twitter to say 'he's right.' I'm not going to post the clip but I noticed that some parts of his rant sound essentially like they're just describing not just creative people also 'nerds' but it largely overlaps with creative people. You can replace the group with any other group and it would be the same things they take issues with because the core bigotry is disliking this personality type and these traits I think:Jordan Peterson
"The real [x group] is a wanderer, he's a nomad. [..] He can't hammer a nail or plow a field[...]. It's all mental. He takes the life of a people that's rooted in soil and he turns it into this cosmopolitan culture based on books and numbers and ideas and you know 'this is his strength.'"The bolded parts are the most relevant I think.communism, infantile sexuality, and the atom bomb. In the mere 3 centuries it's taken these people to emerge from the ghettos of Europe. They've ripped us out of a world of order and reason. They've thrown us into a chaos of class warfare, irrational urges, relativity, into a world where the very existence of matter and meaning is in question. Why?
And this bothers them too:
Being [x group] is essentially female. [...] But [x group] doesn't like to penetrate. He can't assert himself in that way so he resorts to these perversions. Oral sex is technically a perversion you know that right? So that's why when a woman's been with [x group] man she's ruined. She never wants to be with a normal partner again.So [x group]'s a better lover?I think it would be very difficult for someone who is very creative to have a relationship with someone who isn't. Impossible even really because the extremely uncreative group hates creative people (mostly out of fear I think but also like I say the various failure states that are typical bother them because it's not productive for the group,) and the former group often comes to resent the latter from what I've noticed (especially if they have narcissistic traits.) There is a class component to this as well though on top of this personality difference. Yeah that guy again but he's like the perfect example of this and even uses a lot of the language mentioned in the above film quotes:"No he's not better that's not what I said. I said he gives pleasure. That's actually a weakness."
Huh. TIL if you prefer the next generation to be smart, classy, beautiful, and creative, you're GAY. 🙄 I mean, good god; this proposition shouldn't be remotely controversial. Who even wants the earth to be inherited by dumb, trashy, ugly, and unimaginative people!?Do NPCs Dream of Overseas?
And the people I know are drawn from the crowd who frequent dance studios! If anything you'd expect them to skew quite a bit more cosmopolitan than average for the area, and indeed they do, but usually the only people I ever hear go to Europe are those who are from there, and might have families there too (blech). The more adventuresome types who travel internationally to somewhere they?re not from or don?t have family in (especially alone rather than going with somebody)?I can count them on one hand.God, the longer I live the more I feel I need to experience a world-class city. I research ways I might like to broaden my social horizons, and I find things like the Apollo Circle, which would be exactly the sort of thing I'd like to try?if I lived anywhere even remotely near New York, which I don't, so too bad for me. And so on and so forth, with all but the most limited of social or economic opportunities: a place like Los Angeles, New York, or London has a staggering abundance of them, along with the sort of attractive, intelligent, sophisticated, artsy, cosmopolitan people I like (and usually get along great with!); a place like Miami has some selection to choose from; but a lesser city, including the one nearest to me? One notch above a literal wasteland, really. It's not the sort of place for me, and having to spend my days in environs that all cater to those of more basic tastes makes me feel very lonely.You were supposed to be the chosen twink Anakin. Lol only because I'm too lazy to find accounts/people/things/websites that speak to me. 😩 I'm too mentally old. I miss when things were new to me. Remember hell.com? Probably how I learnt about the singularity finding one of the creators (or someone related to it,) myspace page. Or maybe I didn't learn about that then but someone connected to it had a myspace page I think with some book about that.My deathly fear when I have a family is that the local yokels will rub off on my children and they?ll turn out assimilated to their provincial ways, but spending most of the year traveling abroad and being in a cosmopolitan Beautiful Bubble of foreigners even at home basically eliminates that risk. The latter I?ve pretty much accomplished already, so bequeathing it to my children should be a cinch.
Why is there no 'internet history' video about that website lol? Mysterious. Pretty much everything has some kind of video about it these days. There probably is one I'd just have to dig more.I remember spending hours and hours of time on Hell.com, back in the 90's. I was only a kid. But I swear to gods, there was a strange chatroom that I'd occasionally end up in. The people were all talking in riddles and about "concept investment." But I can't find proof of it.
I do understand his frustration and tbf I live near London so I'll never know what it's like to be stuck in one of those states. When I was a teenager I was like 'I hate my hometown but it's the weekend so going on a train to Camden Town in London byeee' And you can just walk out into the countryside here too. Maybe if he ever leaves he'll have less contempt. A lot of my hatred came specificially from being forced to endure abuse everyday in school. Someone else I follow on YouTube talked about developing a similar mentality. You externalise the anger/vengence you can't express.
But I think if someone unironically uses the word NPC that's a really good indicator that they have high levels of narcissism though. Because they're incapable of recognising that some people have different preferences and dehumanise the people who think differently.
Also this might have been deleted in the forum roll back but I remember posting something about Winston from New Girl being a really weirdly written character who I thought kind of seemed like a ghost who is just living with the other characters because he was disconnected in this weird way but he kind of became my favourite character lol. Like his weird obsession with his cat and all the other wacky stuff and then he comes up with this elaborate thing to Spoiler: propose to his girlfriend including a cactus and I love cacti. I mean I just decided I love them a few years ago because I had this pair of cacti socks that I liked and I also like neon cacti lights and desert alien aesthetics. Also this is more her thing because her favourite plant is a cactus which is based. I guess Winston didn't come up with the cacti thing on his own.
I can't find any clips from the episode where they make an EDM track on it'sown but that was great:
Also I love that someone clipped just this part because Scmidt's delivery of this line is amazing:
There's this as well:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boundaries_of_the_mind
When I was reading a paper about trans people from decades ago I found a simliar personality type described:Boundaries of the mind refers to a postulated personality trait concerning the degree of separateness ("thickness") or connection ("thinness") between mental functions and processes. Thin boundaries have been linked with open-mindedness, sensitivity, vulnerability, creativity, and artistic ability.[1] It has been postulated that people with thin boundaries tend to confuse fantasy and reality and have a fluid sense of identity, leading them to merge or lose themselves in their relations with others.[2] People with thick boundaries are said to differentiate clearly between reality and fantasy and between self and other, and tend to prefer well-defined social structures.[3]
The concept was developed by psychoanalyst Ernest Hartmann from his observations of the personality characteristics of frequent nightmare sufferers.[4] The construct has been particularly studied in relation to dream recall[5] and lucid dreaming.[6]
Lothstein (1983, pp. 304-305) reported a case history collected by one of his colleagues. The patient was a 17-year-old female who viewed herself as a homosexual male. She expressed the wish to become a male ballet dancer and then to have "homosexual" relationships with other men. The patient recalled that her first wishes for surgical sex reassignment occurred after she encountered some homosexual erotic literature describing sex between males. The patient was averse to her female genitals [redacted sex preferences]I remembered this case suddenly again recently because of the 'narcissistic ballet science-fiction writer' from twitter lol. I thought with his fixation on female ballet dancers he sounded kind of similar.Her evaluator described her as having empathic powers whereby "a person who ... is with one person ... becomes that person and then switches around and identifies with another person." On psychological testing she revealed a severe ego boundary disturbance; evidenced intense sexual preoccupation (and on the Rorschach reported many disembodied percepts of genitalia); viewed people as either damaged or menacing; engaged in magical thinking; revealed a pattern of sexual excitement which served as a kind of pseudo? integration of her fragmented and objectless world; evidenced defective gender-self images; and employed primitive defenses. Like the majority of her female transsexual counterparts, the patient was viewed as having a borderline personality. In other words, although she presented clinically with an entirely new dimension (that is, her perception of herself as a "male homosexual"), the underlying structural issues were still the same as those of other female transsexuals.
The part I found interesting is how they almost seem to describe it as some kind of package deal. Like specifically a 'male ballet dancer.' It's just worded weirdly like instead of 'I want to medically transition into a guy' and 'I want to be a ballet dancer' it's 'I want to be a male ballet dancer.' I don't know anything about ballet though because I took a tap and ballet class very briefly when I was like 6 and then dropped out. So maybe there are specific forms that are more male-typical or something.