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    I know this project probably doesn’t have anything to do with the preachers daughter story but when I heard the first half “nearer to my god thee” I think of Ethel’s mother sitting in a dark room after the death of Ethel singing this it’s purely nightmare fuel and I fucking love it
    It's just giving me Fallout vibes. Followed by post apocalyptic aliens.

    Edit:

    Omg I can't believe I forgot about this (while linking songs below) that's what the intro is like:





    This is an unofficial music video but yeah:



    Not really the same but yeah:





    Feels aesthetically similar.

    But musically I guess it's more like Apex Twin and Coil a bit.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    lol Hasan just stays streaming while picking people he knows up from the LA wildfires:



    "When we were initially evacuating I said OK hurry up because everyone's going to be trying to go so only bring what's important and this motherfucker grabbed his Pokemon cards."

    Well sure gotta grab the Pokemon cards.

    "Man LA is really being pissed on right now."

    No I think the problem is it's not being pissed on.



    The DEI argument in this context doesn't really make sense (for firefighters in general,) because there isn't a exclusive limited number of jobs in theory in an area with a lot of work. Basically I doubt anyone who wants the job and is remotely qualified is really being turned away in the first place as it's a job most people don't want to do due to the high risk...

    Also lesbians often work in masculine fields. It's funny that they fixated on that part and not that she's a woman.

    Up next: It's suspicious that gay men are in the fashion industry.

    God damn gay men taking jobs and concert tickets from straight women.

    I was wondering which pop diva to go with when I said concert tickets. Can't think of anyone current that's that hyped tbh (specifically with gay men.) Not Taylor.

    Although this is even more nonsense:

    Like especially on ATRL, there's this myth that gets perpetuated around that people who like Ariana, Beyonce, Gaga and then Taylor gets inserted, are most likely the girls and gays...



    ... When a big BIG portion of her fanbase and the major reason she's pulling 800k-1M debuts is because of her extremely loyal straight male demographic that supports her physical releases. That fanbase will be the same that'll go and buy an AC/DC vinyl + a folklore vinyl along with the middle aged female fans she has.



    Taylor has never been the gayest popstar, she hardly has ever been, it doesn't mean she isn't an ally and gay-friendly but her image has never been closely associated with camp and gayness the way Ariana or Beyonce do it. She's always been pop-rock adjacent and she's a lyricist (she markets herself as that) and its what makes her appeal strongly to the straight demographic.

    Sure, we the girls and gays love Taylor especially RED-now but her OG and a bulk of her commercial success is owed to the straight male country-rock base that goes hard for her. I just went onto Reddit and a lot of the Taylor Swift fans on the subreddit also seem to be Iron Maiden, U2 and FOB fans (which is like the str8st base there is). You'll never get that with any other MPG. Here in Cali a lot of my straight male friends love Speak Now and Fearless, back home in the Philippines via Facebook so many of my straight friends think RED is a banger and folklore is amazing!
    No I don't think that's a major part of her fanbase lol. It's reddit so whatever the question it will be mostly men. I've seen polls turn out that a majority of Doja Cat's fans are straight men and I know that's not true.

    I also don't think the same people who listen to AC/DC would be fans of Taylor... In general obviously I'm sure there are some.

    Anyway maybe her or?:



    Obviously there are older people. I'm just thinking of people in like the last 5 years or something.

    Me seeing this thumbnail (parts of this video are kind of graphic in a violent way btw):



    'That's queerbaiting j/k'

    *reads comments*

    the kiss,the outfits,the plot ,omg I think we've found ourselves a winner you guys
    I manifested this with my God mind you know.

    Also I love chainsaws as weapons (this track always reminds me of them lol)



    Not irl of course.

    Taylor Swift concert tickets are insane though especially in the US they seem to go for thousands or something. Glad I have no interest in seeing her live honestly (and I don't live in the US,) would be a real pain. Some people worked it out that it would be slightly cheaper to travel to Sweden to see her live than in the US.

    I like how Jenna Ortega is the new Aubrey Plaza that's just a thing now. I mean it was sort of before with like Fairuza Balk and Winona Ryder but not exactly.

    Listening to my 'witch house and similar' playlist now. Xiu Xiu are so good:



    His (Jaime's) voice is like 10/10.

    Actually he kind of sounds like Shannon Funchess a bit but like creepier:



    I was trying to find his vocal range. I don't think that will be illuminating though. I think he mostly just has a really weird vocal style. Like I was wondering if he was a contralto (unlikely though really,) but I think it's sort of like how Christina Aguilera is a soprano but everyone thinks she's a mezzo:



    I think Shannon Funchess is a contralto?

    Xiu Xiu. I really don't like Jamie's voice.
    jamie's voice is like one of my favorite things about xiu xiu this is wild to me
    Yeah.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    All my posts are trash but this one is more trash than most haha.

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    I like the part where she's being arrested and looks kinda crazy:





    I refuse to believe that ppl actually watch the music videos
    But that's where 98% of the hot people are... Also sometimes they're very aesthetically cool. People just don't appreciate the art form.

    Also:

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    Me seeing this thumbnail (parts of this video are kind of graphic in a violent way btw):



    'That's queerbaiting j/k'

    *reads comments*

    the kiss,the outfits,the plot ,omg I think we've found ourselves a winner you guys
    I manifested this with my God mind you know.
    I'm actively not reading Wednesday/Enid fanfiction from the Wednesday TV show because they're both teenagers but I like the dynamic and said I wanted something similar with adults before. I guess the Sabrina + Jenna Ortega music video is the second best thing. (Not exactly that but in the vague area.)

    I appreciate the attempt universe.

    I feel like it was inspired by Death Becomes Her?

    Yep.

    Wait what?





    Oh cool, but I already headcannoned young Geddy Lee for the librarian role:



    You're right though universe libraries are hot.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    Watching more of this video because I didn't finish it before:



    "Why is my tumblr queen dating a tech billionaire."

    Lol it was at that point that I was like we're living in a simulation and it's broken.

    "They bonded over AI"

    Oh they didn't just bond over the AI thing the specific in joke references a thing that started on lesswrong.com. Though that joke was popularised by the TV show Silicon Valley already. But it's like a community that they're probably both adj to and kind of culty. I talked to some people from that community before for a few years on discord and everyone who's adj to it or part of it (including people I talked to) is like 3 degrees seperated online at least. I started talking to them before the whole Grimes thing and also liked some of her music before then going back to Visions and Genesis (first song I heard,) and she was a indie musician who most people outside certain circles had never heard of so that just made it more surreal later.

    "A lot of time adults who have no connection to the community or the political cause that LGBT people are faced with. A lot of time parents having a child who is [BEEP] draws parents into the fold. [...] but He talked about having a trans daughter it radicalised him in the opposite direction."

    Oh no that's still common especially with trans kids/teens. Especially if the kid is afab but even if not sometimes. Transphobic parents are all over the place.

    Elon's (and his biographer I guess?) version of the story with his trans daughter where he claims he didn't care about his daughter's transistion until after she came out as a communist really just makes it worse if anything. It just seems like he's overly controlling and cares more about his work and punishing anyone that goes against him or disagrees with his economic philosophy.

    "Elon Musk officially takes the red pill"

    Oh is that the one where he responds to someone's tweet and then one the Wachoswki's was like '[BEEP] both of you' that was a great response lol.

    Oh yeah I remembered it wrong he tweeted and Ivanka responds to him. Yeah.

    "This is my favourite response in the history of twitter.com"

    It was great yeah.

    "We all want something to be remembered for. We all want to be liked. We all want purpose in the world."

    At this point it would be good to earn enough that I can start living a normal (relatively speaking I guess lol) life. I'm already known by thousands of people which is surreal (I need to stop using that word lol,) which I doubt I would have ever imagined as a kid or whatever (especially the reason why.) So, I've already kind of exceeded fame expectations really. The rest of my life is disapointing by anyone's standards but more difficult to manage/change for a variety of reasons.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    There's a reason birth rates are an increasingly prominent feature in discourse and policymaking today. Population ageing and decline is one of the most powerful forces in the world, shaping everything from economics to politics and the environment.

    But a weakness to the debate - perhaps even the term 'birth rates' itself - is that it implies the goal is the same today as it was in the past: finding ways to encourage couples to have more children. A closer look at the data suggests a whole new challenge.

    Take the US as an example. Between 1960 and 1980, the average number of children born to a woman halved from almost four to two, even as the share of women in married couples edged only modestly lower. There were still plenty of couples in happy, stable relationships. They were just electing to have smaller families.

    But in recent years most of the fall is coming not from the decisions made by couples, but from a marked fall in the number of couples. Had*US rates of marriage and cohabitation*remained constant over the past decade, America's total fertility rate would be higher today than it was then.
    I'm surprised to hear this (and doubtful) because my understanding is that at least for women the number not having kids by the end of their reproductive life has remained stable (approx 20%) with only slight variation. I'm sure I saw some evidence genetically that this number goes back a long way too. Bleak if you want them or if it correlates with not finding a compatible partner but seemingly predictable.

    The change is that women are having children later but still having them, so they have less children and smaller families. So in that sense the change is the smaller families.

    Trying to get the 20% to have kids seems like it would be even more difficult because they/we never did (I assume I'm part of that group - too mentally ill and [BEEP] lol. Don't want to give birth, too many issues I think to be a good enough parent in the short reproductive window and hell life window we have on this planet. Too many to even try to get a relationship imo let alone a kid.) Might require technological revolution and acceptance/promotion of single parenting with support of robot helpers. I could see that encouraging people to have kids who cant find Human partners. Some of the percentage would just make bad parents though and we have to accept that and that there are probably pros and cons to population collapse. Depending on who reproduces.

    The central demographic story of modern times is not just declining rates of childbearing but rising rates of singledom: a much more fundamental shift in the nature of modern societies.

    Relationships are not just becoming less common, but increasingly fragile. In egalitarian Finland, it is now more*common for couples who move in together to split up*than to have a child, a sharp reversal of the historical norm.

    When pictured as a rise in happily childless Dinks (dual income, no kids couples) with plenty of disposable income, the social trends accompanying falling birth rates seem benign.
    I think people are [BEEP] scared of having a huge group of people wandering around with nothing to lose lol.

    Meh they probably should be. A lot of people are very pissed off.


    But the rise of singledom and relationship dissolution is a less rosy story, especially considering the drop in relationship formation is steepest among*the poorest. Of course, many people are happily single. The freedom to choose how to spend one?s life and who with (or without) is to be celebrated. But the wider data on*loneliness*and*dating frustrations*suggests not all is well.

    The trend is global. From the US, Finland and South Korea to Turkey, Tunisia and Thailand,*falling birth rates*are increasingly downstream of a relationship recession among young adults.*Baby bonuses*put the cart before the horse when a growing share of people are without a partner. Even in parts of Sub-Saharan Africa, similar trends may be under way.
    Why an almost worldwide decline, and why now? The fact that this is happening almost everywhere all at once points more to broad changes acting across borders than country-specific factors.

    The proliferation of smartphones and social media has been one such exogenous shock. Geographical differences in the rise of singledom broadly track mobile internet usage, particularly among women, whose calculus in weighing up potential partners is changing. This is consistent with*research*showing social media facilitates the spread of liberal values (notably only among women) and boosts female empowerment.
    You don't need a smart phone but if you spend a lot of time online on even a desktop computer you'll see the worst people imaginable (right wing American men. Lol I mean thats most of who you'll find on twitter,) posting bs so it makes sense that you'd be cautious of taking the risk of getting into a relationship if your norm is so skewed.

    I do think this is probably a lazy answer though at this point (hiding the problems of a hypercompetitive culture) and missing some stuff.

    But apparently women who are in all female environment are less likely to focus on marriage and more on career (resource aquisition,) makes sense so you can artificially trigger that too via the internet I guess (but university too depending on what you study and since less men these fays go to uni. But this is ironic to me since almost everyone I hung out with when I was at uni was a guy. Many of them were quite picky and judgmental too let me tell you and more on that later in this post):

    https://www.bps.org.uk/research-dige...s-career-focus

    How does availability of men in the environment affect women's career focus?
    There are at least two explanations for why this effect exists. One is that sex ratio shapes the labour market, fewer men entailing more employment opportunities for women. The second is that sex ratio shapes a mating market, making finding a partner harder and thus encouraging a different strategy for life security. To differentiate between these, another experiment replicated the previous one using a similar exposure technique and also asked the 58 participants to rate how difficult it would be to acquire a good job or to find a mate (phrased in terms of marriage and dating prospects). Those participants exposed to a high-female ratio were more likely to see mate-finding as tough, but their expectations for the ease of finding a job were similar to their counterparts. Pulling the data into a model, the researchers demonstrated that putting career first was mediated not by their expectations that good work would be easier to find, but that a good mate would be harder to find.
    I think this must just apply to straight women.

    I dislike how research ignores that people very clearly have multiple mating strategies.

    Back to competition though there are a lot of people who think even making friends is pointless and treat it like networking. I saw a post about this yesterday (the relevant part is later in the quote just providing background context):

    Lol my time has come. Not really though I'm non-binary so can't date lesbian women really (this post was on a lesbians over 25 subreddit) since I identify as a man partly and all that:

    Shy traumatized dweebs who don't go outside, please touch grass so I can meet you


    Seriously, please, I just want to talk to someone I relate with. Y'all don't need a reality check, but please just physically be in a location where I can at least make friends with you.


    Everyone here who actually goes to big events is a hiking/sports (or business/travel) lesbian who has not touched a book that's not self-help in the past 10 years, doesn't do crafty or art stuff, only engages with very mass-market media, and has not played a video game other than maybe a vague memory of Pokemon when they were 6. They just roller derby, camp, go to soccer games, or somehow fly to other countries on a whim because they're way into stonks. I know, I was there, I asked them. They're lovely people but it's kind of hard to contribute to group conversations. I end up just talking with the chill married 50+ lesbians who are like 10/10 cool but not a dating pool ;_;


    This is a cry for help, an SOS. I'm literally begging. We will never meet each other if you don't go outside. I hit shy dweeb escape velocity and now I'm a slightly-less-shy dweeb who goes outside. Just go to lesbian board game nights, arts and crafts body doubling, dweeby sci-fi sapphic reading groups, webcomic fangirl coffee shop meetups, anything, please.

    You don't have to agonize about how to cold approach and flirt with random girls at the bar, it's like insanely unlikely to work and even worse if you don't just want to hook up anyway. Its best use is practicing being okay with rejection, not getting a girlfriend.

    I dunno I was daydreaming I was another person where I could just not be an anxious mess and make out with someone at a bar or something. You know normal Human stuff.

    That's how I found this I was curious if women ever hooked up in bars like straight couples do (or did, though even that was uncommon,) or if that's essentially impossible. A guy I hung out with in the early 2010s made out with a woman in a bar once.

    With sex I mostly worry about stds though. Wish they didn't exist.

    I find it so infinitely interesting that so many lesbians in these so called "welcoming cities" in countries that are supposed to be way more progressive in terms of LGBT matters have trouble finding [BEEP] friends.


    I literally live in a conservative 3rd world country. We have ZERO laws that protect us here as gays, and yet the [BEEP] community is alive and kicking. I am 34 and I am still making new [BEEP] friends at least every other month.


    I don't think this is a lesbian issue. I think it's a cultural issue. I used to live in the west for several years (US and Europe) and westerners are just so difficult to make friends with. Compared to southeast Asians, you guys are just so closed off and suspicious of people. I always felt like I had to prove my worth to be friends.

    Yeah I agree and I think everyone in Western countries is very polarised now on top of the general coldness and the internet encourages that.


    I've heard someone from the US on YT (a pronatalist guy actually with 4 kids so far so this is ironic) straight up argue he only talks to people who he can network with or who are influential basically because he doesn't see the point of friends because that's what his wife is for.


    I've met many people (guys mostly) who clearly operated in a similar way but didn't say so. Which I assume is why men are lonely (and apparently most people with a close friend are friends with women) but the problems extend to everyone really.
    The fall in coupling is deepest in extremely-online Europe, east Asia and Latin America, followed by the Middle East and then Africa. Singledom remains rare in south Asia, where*women?s web access is*more limited.

    This is not to overstate the role of social media. Other cultural differences between countries and regions mediate both the spread of liberal ideals and people?s ability to act on them.*Caste and honour systems encourage high rates of marriage, irrespective of media access, and female education, income and employment differ markedly between regions.
    Most people want to have kids under ideal circumstances but there's nothing more disgusting to a woman than having this framed as an obligation or the desperation of male conservatives.

    Meanwhile lots of men do not want kids and in the past women sometimes forced them into it (still do, but I think at a lower rate,) and also people accidentally had kids they didn't want in the same way but the former thing - men being lied to about contraception etc - is not a conversation anyone wants to have.

    Conservatives complain about abortion but don't question if some people might be better off not having kids because their kids won't thrive in the nightmare world.

    I've seen this pointed out by many men but we do not have conversations about male ambivalence only female for some insane reason. A lot of men do not really care about having kids or relationships they are doing other stuff instead.

    They're busy getting killed by gangs of men in columbia who are pissed off about sex tourism or finding a South East Asian woman to divorce them after getting a green card lol no. It's video games mostly.

    Men and women want different things from a relationship. Men want submissive feminine women who boost their ego and talk about how masculine they are all day while doing all the housework, maybe have kids, and wear cat ears (cat girls) and women want submissive feminine men who boost their ego and do all the housework (maidboys,) wear cat ears (catboys,) and carry and give birth to children (omegaverse,) let them have strap on sex oh wait. They want the same things xD

    Lol no shitposting is fun though. There is some truth to it always. Just not the whole picture.



    Love the part where she's finished with one half of the BORING academic explanations/justifications and just plays the credits but then carries on.

    I'm still not 100% satisfied with any analysis I've seen on this topic because it always has to portray women as victims to some degree. It's a denial of sadism to some extent.

    Men engage in that more than anyone. 'It's just a revenge fantasy no women would really enjoy being sadistic... They're all submissive massochists, unlike men who are just monsters by nature.'

    I always get that vibe.

    I think it's wishful thinking.

    MRAs do the complete opposite "all women are evil" it's better but still wrong.

    "Despite all of the potential of omegaverse it is still, most often, a universe where cis white men experience misogyny and oppression. It's still about characters who look like the typical everyman who has always been the protagoist of media. Some have argued that the potential subversive power of slash and omegaverse will always be limited so long as they continue to centre white male bodies. Even if they're supposedly stand ins for marginalised bodies because is that not a way of erasing those actual marginalised identities?

    As I said I haven't engaged with that universe much but I do enjoy some cis male misogyny/objectification in other similar stuff. I'm no better than most men.

    I'm the most reasonable one. I just want a 1970s rock star with long hair.



    I found this gif again while looking for the omegaverse video quote from a previous post I made lol.

    I mean he can work in a library if he owns a pet rabbit I think. My standards for women actually seem to be much higher. *thinks about Sabrina Carpenter* Usually.. Unless they're trans. I can offend everyone I think. What a superpower.

    I say 'can' but no you should be in a library ideally I think. Its like an urban forest. Because of all the paper. It's also kind of like a church which again works well from a corruption pov. Also like how Aella had sex with a woman on top of a church once. Taboo. I think most libraries are more like places you go to use computers or print stuff now which is unfortunate because its harder to eroticise. Not impossible but just different. I mean eroticising technology and robots isn't too hard but you know libraries and books go together better.

    Unless you're Sabrina. I know this is controversial but I think she might be too hot for libraries to work for her in this way, but it's hard to say. I think she looks better being arrested on the beach and being kind of manic. Like she could play Loki or something that kind of vibe. She's not wearing glasses so that factors in too. I dunno there's much to consider about body language and vibe etc imo.

    I mean Emma Watson played Hermione so.

    I like older women sometimes if they're yelling (specific gif.) Or Lilith. I actually only like people in gifs and music videos or playing music live lol. Mostly guys. But there are less guys I stumble on these days unless they're a weird Nick Fuentes fan I guess. Not a musician just a long haired skinny guy. /shallow

    Cause I don't meet people irl but even when I did it didn't work out with guys.

    Not 100% sure on this but I think North East Asian people are a lot more cautious and that's why they have the lowest rates. They have lower rates of other impulsive behaviours I think too.

    But while the specific mechanisms are up for debate, the proliferation of singledom and its role in cratering birth rates shows that while financial incentives and other policy tweaks*can nudge birth rates higher, they are labouring against much stronger sociocultural forces.

    Policies aimed at facilitating relationship formation might be more effective than those aimed at helping couples have babies.

    A world of rising singledom*is not necessarily any better or worse than one filled with couples and families, but it is fundamentally different to what has come before, with major*social, economic and*political*implications. We are faced with a conundrum: is this what people really want? If not, what needs to change?
    Anything to stop the upper class having to do anything about the ever widening economic inequality eh?



    It should be pointed out that, in this context, "single" means not "unmarried" but "neither married nor cohabitating". People aren't more reluctant to marry their partners but less likely to even have a partner to marry.
    I appreciate the clarification. One thing I hate about these statistics is that they usually just mean whether someone is married. I'd also like to know how many people are truly single like not even dating someone and for how long and so on but finding this info is suspiciously hard a bit like how they obfuscate employment statistics.

    It feels intentional sometimes especially with employment stuff if it comes from official sources. I don't know.

    There's a big political divide between men and women. Men want conservative women and women want men that affirm their freedoms. This contributes
    My ex literally said this to me "you're like my therapist and slave.”m" He tried to deny it but I heard it clear as day.

    Edit: he confessed after driving me somewhere dark and secluded some of the most disgusting things to me including cheating on me while I was pregnant.
    Jesus.

    Also not the same commenter as above it is insane how many women I've seen talk about this next quote. Unfortunately it's because a bunch of women actually are into that but most women hate it and guys get the wrong idea:

    I gave up on dating for a lot of reasons, but the big one was the last few guys I dated putting their hands around my neck when going for a FIRST kiss. Over it. It’s easier and safer to be alone.
    Hearing this stuff also contributes obviously. There are articles about it too. Like just engaging in hardcore bdsm without conversation...

    I'm trying to be vague here too as that comment isn't conveying the worst of it.

    I didn't like being kissed without consent let alone this.

    How is any guy this r*tarded? it blows my mind.

    Obviously some guy's are predators but one woman said she freaked out when a guy did that and then when the guy realised 'oh this is a fucked up thing to do out of the blue' he broke down and started crying and apologising. I suppose you could cynically assume its an act but she didnt seem to think so. A lot of people are not OK.

    Is already hard enough to find someone compatible, with no vices, healthy, humourous, good looking and a good cook, let alone a good [BEEP]!
    Women can be all those things you described if they have enough incentives to. Men in the west do have it harder when it comes to providing those incentives.
    No actually. Everyone has vices so that's unrealistic and its telling that they assumed that they were talking about women. Who doesn't want someone who can cook, is good looking and really humour is more attractive to women than men tbh so....

    Let’s say that billionaires are decently confident that they will have radical life extension sometime in the next 20 years.

    Let’s also say that they know they can’t keep it from the masses.

    Wouldn’t you also try to engineer a society where the birth rate fell so low that we’re in no danger of people live 200, 300 years or longer?

    Isn’t the easiest way to do this through the dating app hellscape, insanely high housing prices, low relative wages, since so many people feel like they need to “make it” before settling down…

    As well as whatever the hell is going on with Gen Z and relationships.

    Just food for thought…
    No they know medical science is no where near achieving that. Elon who is the most tech-bro one afaik doesn't seem that into the idea either. Its mostly being pushed by wealthy transhumanist and Sillicon Valley folks who are wealthy but not billionaire level.

    Elon only supports pronatalism to get more workers for Mars. He doesn't have the social skills to hide his intentions well. He literally posted that lol before he started posting about the topic regularly. He really only cares about his own ego and his personal projects (space exploration being the main one.)

    Dating app hellscapes, high housing costs, and low wages have one simple thing in common... corporate greed

    I always assume incompetence and self-interest over complicated long-term plans. The billionaires aren't as smart as everyone thinks
    They look out for their own interests as much as everyone else. They just have the power and resources to have a bigger negative impact when they do so.

    They have long term plans too they just don't all agree on those long term plans

    The life insurance industry in the US is hands down the best example of corporate greed. So I'm not surprised by recent events given people's increasing desperation. It's an industry that maximises profits at basically all costs and the cost is literally Human lives in the most direct way. Most industries just passively kill people indirectly with what's the term 'plausible deniability' that's it. Those guys literally decide if people should live or die to make more money.

    "We don't kill them. It's illegal for hospitals not to treat them. We just give them the choice between crippling debt and poverty (which we know leads to a lower life expectancy especially in the US and UK because its worse in countries with greater inequality between the richest and poorest,) instead of the service they've been paying for for years"

    This is why CEOs with children get assassinated.

    It's a problem with nationalised health care too. If they think something isn't economically viable they can avoid it which can lead to death again. Like in the UK with the chickenpox vaccine although thankfully the risk was very low.

    Another issue is choosing not to fund health care in the first place. Or a lack of experts in the field leading to poor care.

    Even then when you consider results and cost nationalised systems are cheaper for better results overall. But not perfect.
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    Also I am dictator of the world atm and I solved the problem of war globally and everyone gets free mermaid pillows with a celebrity of their choice's face on and 3 marshmallows each. Except vegetarians and vegans who get three tiny mushrooms or maybe vegan marshmallows but they probably still have to be mushroom flavoured. Mushroom burgers are really good so I feel like this logic must extend to all substitutions of this kind. Also mushroommallow sounds cute. Honestly the fact that nobody has proposed free universal marshmallows before. I mean it's disgusting. So I can give myself citizenship of three countries. As a treat. But Alien country only counts as one (it's just called Alien country now it's official,) since Japan and UK are just going to be one country anyway according to the real new world order.
    You know it's funny because my brother decided to talk to me today about marshmallows and apparently there's a whole bunch of lore involving them. I was just being dumb with this post though. Like they used to be made of a plant called marshmallow but aren't anymore in their commercialised form and manafacturers replaced that with gelatin.

    The word "marshmallow" comes from the mallow plant species (Althaea officinalis), a wetland weed native to parts of Europe, North Africa, and Asia that grows in marshes and other damp areas. The plant's stem and leaves are fleshy, and its white flower has five petals. It is not known exactly when marshmallows were invented, but their history goes back as early as 2000 BCE. Ancient Egyptians were said to be the first to make and use the root of the plant to soothe coughs and sore throats and to heal wounds. The first marshmallows were prepared by boiling pieces of root pulp with honey until thick. Once thickened, the mixture was strained, cooled, then used as intended.[3][4][5]
    Whether used for candy or medicine, the manufacture of marshmallows was limited to a small scale. In the early to mid 19th century, the marshmallow had made its way to France, where confectioners augmented the plant's traditional medicinal value. Owners of small confectionary stores would whip the sap from the mallow root into a fluffy candy mold. This candy, called P?te de Guimauve, was a spongy-soft dessert made from whipping dried marshmallow roots with sugar, water, and egg whites.[6][7] It was sold in bar form as a lozenge. Drying and preparation of the marshmallow took one to two days before the final product was produced.[8] In the late 19th century, candy makers started looking for a new process and discovered the starch mogul system, in which trays of modified corn starch had a mold firmly pushed down in them to create cavities within the starch. The cavities were then filled with the whipped marshmallow sap mixture and allowed to cool or harden.[9] At the same time, candy makers began to replace the mallow root with gelatin, which created a stable form of marshmallow.[4]
    My brother also said something else about them I've already forgotten and might not have been any of that info from wikipedia.

    Anyway my post was mostly inspired by the fact that I like the word marshmallow and the fact that people often cite the Standford Marshmallow experiment when making grand claims about genetics, culture and Western civilisation:

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stanfo...low_experiment

    The Stanford marshmallow experiment was a study on delayed gratification in 1970 led by psychologist Walter Mischel, a professor at Stanford University.[1] In this study, a child was offered a choice between one small but immediate reward, or two small rewards if they waited for a period of time. During this time, the researcher left the child in a room with a single marshmallow for about 15 minutes and then returned. If they did not eat the marshmallow, the reward was either another marshmallow or pretzel stick, depending on the child's preference. In follow-up studies, the researchers found that children who were able to wait longer for the preferred rewards tended to have better life outcomes, as measured by SAT scores,[2] educational attainment,[3] body mass index (BMI),[4] and other life measures.[5] A replication attempt with a sample from a more diverse population, over 10 times larger than the original study, showed only half the effect of the original study. The replication suggested that economic background, rather than willpower, explained the other half.[6][7] The predictive power of the marshmallow test was challenged in a 2020 study.[8][9] Work done in 2018 and 2024 found that the Marshmallow Test "does not reliably predict adult functioning".[10]
    My brother was like "I know something that just seems like fluffy pillows has this entire backstory. Now you are burderned with this knowledge too." Lol but I already was aware of another dimension unfortunately.

    I just find the idea that something as simple and silly as marshmallows is involved in such dramatic, serious discussions kind of amusing.

    But given their origin I guess it's kind of fitting. 🤔
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    My friend was talking about this video he saw that was on the 'Runescape housing crash' and he was like 'what's going on in Runescape that this video exists?' So I told him about the other similar videos I've come across in like Habbo etc and that it's sort of a genre then started talking about this one channel I'd stumbled on years ago that had a video on the number of employed people in Whiterun in Skyrim which I loved and then he brought up some of that guys more recent videos. (Also he has a bunch of the employment rate in different games.)

    So it seems he now has a video of himself in the videos wearing tons of hairclips and has more videos along those lines. I really love this:



    I asked my friend about the hairstyle in case he knew (since this isn't the only video where he has that hairstyle) but he said he's not sure if it's personal style or just the persona for the videos which is even better.

    This is one I saw before that's great (he has a bunch more like this one too):



    Kind of envy that I didn't come up with this random stuff myself.

    Also my friend mentioned he has investigated certain things but cannot reveal his findings. We will all have to wait for this important news. I will try to remember this post later but will probably forget by that time lol.
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    Yeah aside from the healthcare issue in the US the increasing degradation of creative works has been the most bleak and ironic for me. Like even the stuff they exploit as distractions is just getting worse and worse in quality because of greed. The Sims 4 being a very obvious example. They're not going to create the sims 5 so you just get game breaking bugs that they don't fix since last summer that they're aware of and still haven't fixed for some reason (probably the endless focus on releasing new packs.)

    A billionaire, a regular worker and an immigrant are sitting at a table. 100 Cookies get served. The billionaire takes 99 and says to the worker. Look the immigrant wants your cookie.
    In the US some of the billionaires (I'd prefer another ideological term seeing as it's not just billionaires who use this ideology,) say that the immigrant is more skilled and Americans (or just white working class Americans,) are lazy:







    You know Elon is probably actually doing this to distract from what he's doing to America since he has more control of the US government via Trump.

    This is interesting (this is from the US I think but there are similar trends elsewhere):

    Women's contact with the criminal justice system has trended upward over the last several decades, while comparable figures for men have trended downward.

    This includes higher arrest rates for women (41% higher in 2019 than in 1980) and higher rates of jail incarceration for females (12% higher in 2019 than in 2010).

    The share of female arrests is up in part due to trends in arrest rates for violent and drug crimes. In 2019, the women's arrest rate was 63% higher for violent crimes and 317% higher for drug crimes than in 1980.

    The women's prison population is aging; 2022 imprisonment rates were 83% higher than in 2007 for older women (ages 60 to 64) and 62% lower for younger women (ages 20 to 24).

    In 2016, 58% of the women in state and federal prisons were parents to minor children, compared to less than half of the men (47%).

    Racial disparities in female imprisonment rates narrowed from 2000 to 2022. In 2022, the imprisonment rate was 69% lower for Black females, 18% lower for Hispanic females, and 18% higher for White females than in 2000.

    Females released from state prison systems were less likely to recidivate than their male counterparts. By 2017, 63% of females released from 34 state prison systems in 2012 had been rearrested, compared to 72% of males.


    (and apparently prison does more for women than men. Or they were just less criminally inclined in the first place. Can't really get a control group for that one lol. I mean it's a majority of both that reoffend anyway.)

    I don't just mean the bolded part is interesting the whole quote is but I highlighted that to post the song.
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    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
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    Everybody got mixed feelings
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    Did Nietzsche resent his girlfriend for working everywhere while she was playing at home with her friends? Will he hate his ex-girlfriend and not pay attention to him? No one likes to play dress up in bed together😩
    I don't think philosophers generally have partners or children.

    This is all you need to know about Nietzsche:



    That tweet made slightly more sense than the average tweet.

    Nietszche would approve of my startup. It's to create a mercenary force of Dutch body builders to [redacted] migrants, and strip into a naked circle around your home interlocking into a ritual Magick seal, to trap demon in you in the void
    I think you're getting Nietszche confused with Bronze Age Pervert.

    There is no Elon musk in China
    There is no Led Zeppelin in India
    There is no Steve Jobs in Africa
    There is no Christian Bale in Guatemala
    What a bizarre mixture of people to put together.

    I bet Led Zeppelin were in India at some point. Misleading.

    I also feel like even as annoying as prog rock fans in general can be (stereotypically,) I'm not surprised this guy is a weird esoteric far right racist guy who likes long hair and elves and has tweeted several times about Led Zeppelin.

    I mean it was never going to be Rush but it also can't be Rush cause.. You know... Twitter guy is anti-semitic too. Actually that was like 50/50 because of the weird niche/bubble he's in.

    Also no one is ever gonna be like:

    "There is no Steven Wilson in Malyasia."

    Because they've never heard of him in the first place. Which is amazing for me. (This is more of an injoke than reality at this point haha although still lots of people haven't):



    Not that amazing though:

    The Overview will have its world exclusive premiere accompanied by a specially commissioned film at the BFI IMAX in London on Tuesday 25th February. Tickets go on sale tomorrow
    Steven Wilson presents The Overview
    + Q&A

    Steven Wilson launches his new album with the first ever spatial presentation of The Overview with this 360? audio event accompanied by a specially commissioned film created for the UK?s largest screen.
    Tuesday 25 February 2025 18:00
    BFI IMAX
    Sold out!
    I only heard about this now 2 days after those tickets went on sale so I knew it would be sold out already lol. There are only 500 seats. I couldn't even get decent seats to watch Dune 2 over a large period of time (I still haven't watched the first Dune film lol I was planning to before/if I went though.)

    The first few rows of seats are sort of pointless generally too because of the size of the screen and how close they are (not sure why they exist,) though I would have bought them for this since it's music and better than nothing. It was easier from like 2013-2016~ to get tickets in a decent position for some reason and I'd even gone before when there weren't that many people around. But for Dune 2 when I was looking it didn't matter what time of day it was all the decent seats in the middle and far enough back were taken.

    The only good thing is it doesn't operate according to general cinema showings so you can watch older films now and then when they decide to show them again. Or they do random stuff like a marathon of all the Indiana Jones films in one night etc.

    Tbh though I wouldn't have asked any questions anyway because of anxiety lol.

    But back to nonsense I guess:

    My disgust for self-victimization is so great that I blame all matters of the world I deem unsatisfactory on myself. Inversely, my concietedness leads me to view everyone else as hapless animals devoid of accountability. I feel an immeasurable weight constantly upon me thereby.
    I only (occasionally - hard to say percentage wise,) take responsibility for things my enemies accuse me of for fun and power.

    Like this nonsense:

    LA is undeniable proof that liberals will literally burn the world to the ground, if left unchecked.

    The West is entering a forced form of speciation that could completely eradicate the pathological altruism that has been the bane in our side for years.

    If your home being scorched to the ground in replacement of DEI/WOKE commissars cannot wake you up, then GG Darwin.


    ^ We need to find a way to utilise this to 'prank call' twitter posters. The medium doesn't tend to allow it to have the same impact though unfortunately.

    Like that prank call person who would call into religous call lines, orders pizzas, tech support scammers, and banks using Elder Scrolls characters but just on twitter instead.



    Should have played this:



    I appreciate if you have no idea who these characters are this would prob be annoying or something but I can't help but think this is hilarious. Of course it would be a feature if it was annoying to far right twitter posters really.



    I don't think the Sheogorath guy really figured it out - he recognised the sweet rolls because it's a famous Skyrim quote but I don't think he knew it was Sheogorath.

    Also "Master Chief calls flood insurance XD"
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    By internal incoherence

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    OK this is just sad:





    I always thought ghostwriting was weird and I feel like this is slightly more depressing. Since games are supposed to be fun...

    "Hello fellow gamers."

    I like how Hasan is surprised that it was this and not all the other crap that created such a big backlash for him haha. I mean sure but well, were you not here for gamergate?

    edit: I dunno I think not noticing you're out of mana for 10 seconds if that was the actual time frame while attacking (and I've not played this game actually,) just seems incredibly slow for gaming in general. Even as a casual player really. It's very basic element of a lot of rpgs in general. I mean I guess he knew just very slow/not observing. Mm OK I looked at a timestamp someone made on reddit and it seems ridiculous to me. But you know it doesn't matter I do a lot of dumb stuff too while gaming + I would be rusty now if I was playing something like WoW due to not playing in a decade and also I only ever played casually.

    Just be humble and say you like playing casually but you're not that great. How hard is it.

    In WoW your character will tell you if you're doing something wrong or you've run out of mana etc. You can turn that off. It's funny for blood elves to say that cause they're supposed to be addicted to mana.

    Elon's stream would have been a lot funnier with this in the background honestly:



    "You can't sit with us!"
    xD

    I guess Nicki Minaj was right:

    "I hold the control like the gamers"

    Elon what's your Spyro speedrun record? xD

    I think the world record for Spyro (the first ps1 game) for a 120% run (yes I know but yes 120%) is 1:20:23 according to speedrun.com but to get that you need to do lots of little exploits not just play the game normally and quickly. Like this except not this you probably want to do it near Town Square not from the start:



    This is useless for a speedrun but cool. There is a mod if you play on emulator where the gems and stuff are randomly placed and one location they can appear on is those mountains that aren't meant to be reached:



    Yeah this is the guy who has the world record in speedrunning playing that mod:



    So the 2nd highest 120% speedrun time is 1:20:56 then the 3rd is 1:21:56 so it's all fairly close lol.

    My record is probably like 3-5 hours lol and not really using any of the tricks others use, but I don't remember now because it's been years (I'm going to say 4-5 hours to be conservative. I will maybe try again soon and make a note. Oh nevermind I found an old post elsewhere 'about 3 hours' so yeah. That's better than I thought lol. I'm still going to try again at some point to compare.) I don't stream though so I'm not on that website. 3 hours starts at 329 and then goes down from there. It looks like it slips down to 4 hours at about 357 and then just 5 positions later (362) slips down dramaticaly from 4:38:58 to like 8 hours. Probably at the lower end lots of people have completed the game in a similar time but just haven't uploaded. Personally I don't think I'd bother streaming unless I was in the top 100 or something maybe. I was going to say 2 hours but honestly the top 200 are all under 2 hours. 2 hours is 205 on that leaderboard lol. I don't think I'd do 2 hours either tbh cause of the anxiety from streaming. xD requires a bigger incentive for me.

    Streaming doing anything for 8 hours seems insane to me though. Though people do.

    I feel like having an audience would be a large distraction too. I have played with my brother doing speedruns but the anxiety etc (I make gaming videos but it's different when you're live and even recording + uploading videos results in some anxiety.) I would probably not chat with them much.

    Presumably at a certain point you also hit a limit that it's impossible to beat but the guy who is in first place I think is usually in first place and has been doing this for years with very slight improvements. I have mentioned in 2020 the world record was 1 hour 22 minutes and something.

    Elon seems like someone who can't lose any competition. Someone needs to trick him into pretending to be an expert on Sims lore for my entertainment.

    It would never happen because it's a 'girls thing' but it would crack me up.

    Would have to include Knut Futa and Vidcund Curious somehow.

    Elon do my customised version of the apocalypse challenge in the sims 3 where you start in perma winter and can only eat food from the neighbours and rummage through their garbage once a day (maybe not getting food.) You can't build walls (or anything from build mode) until you've completed the architecture career. You can only salvage furniture from a scrap yard but you can't go out when it's dark. You can't cook food without completing the culinary career and possibly others. If you're late for work once you have to quit and then can't work in that career track again (later generations can though.) All the other rules I can't remember off the top of my head. (It's partly from the original challenge and partly edited bits I came up with.) It's basically impossible lol.

    The original wasn't that hard (I guess if you've never played The Sims before in your life it might be a bit difficult. Mostly the issue is remembering all the rules I think.) I almost completed it once but the thing is I tend to get bored before finishing stuff if it doesn't activate flow state or takes too long. Cause you're stopping and starting over long periods with a lot of these challenges obviously.

    Elon how quickly can you eat a chocolate bar?

    To be serious though the sad part is he obviously lied about being in the top 20 Diablo players in the world to be cool to kids so that they listen to him and his other ideological opinions since they're really into gaming. Well they have been for decades but especially gen z and younger were/are. It kind of took over music as well as teenagers favourite subcultural thing.
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    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
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    PSA: That's Just How Josh Segarra Talks!

    I don't know if it's just Reddit's Al Gore Rhythm trying to get under my skin, but I've seen a lot of the "we can?t trust the new people" posts talking about how part of their distrust in Manny is how he speaks and emotes. Anyone who has seen him as the great and powerful good boi Lance Arroyo over on The Other Two (a great show in which he is the sole truly kind and empathetic character) or The Big Door Prize is gonna be aware of this, and I?m sure they?re probably just as bummed out about seeing so many people talking about how his way of speaking is a cause for concern.

    So, this is just a post to say: that's just how the actor talks. It's not Quinta Brunson and Josh Segarra creating a character who talks some specific way to convey that you shouldn't trust him or something - he just sounds like that.
    tbh i don?t understand why ppl don?t trust him he seems like he?s really trying 😭 maybe it's bc i?ve had friends who talk that way so i'm used to it and it doesn't seem sketchy or anything but manny seems so sweet
    I was actually googling to see if he was deaf. I've never come across someone who speaks like that but it vaguely reminds me of some deaf people but more subtle. Or like some other cognitive thing.

    I don't know what they're talking about lol. Probably just because Barbara said she didn't trust him/them before.

    Anyway apparently not.



    I feel like it's less obvious in this video than on the TV show though. But I don't want to end up watching spoilers. I'm only on episode 1 of season 3.

    is it just me or does his accent sound like jason?s from the good place
    I don't think so? I watched that years ago and don't remember questioning if he was deaf.

    Also for some reason I thought he was on the TV show Single Parents. But that's Jake Choi. Wow.



    It wasn't a perfect TV show but it's a shame it got cancelled since I liked a bunch of the characters.





    They don't really look alike but I watched Single Parents years after watching The Good Place and don't think I thought about it much. The characters are kinda similar.

    Also yeah I guess Manny does sound a bit like Josh Segarra?

    His accent is fine, it's just that he talks slowly or weirdly spaced out sentences
    yeah

    Must be a Floridian himbo dialect
    ...

    It's a comedic choice. He does the same thing in The Other Two and that?s probably why they cast him in the first place or even wrote the character with him in mind.
    It's not a funny voice.

    This has not been very informative and I think there is no answer lol. I was just curious anyway.

    I should rewatch The Good Place one day lol:



    "Did you bring the cocaine I asked for?"

    "Catch that magic panda use her powers. Oh I'm guessing that was Jason?"

    "That guy has no idea what's going on."
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    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
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    I found this old post on AO3 discussing some fandom thing people were apparently complaining about many years ago.

    'Adding to canon is not the same thing as destroying canon'

    It's about the series Star Trek Discovery I haven't watched. And the main character? Who apparently is Spoiler: Spock's adopted sister

    So I'm actually tickled pink at the thought that Spoiler: Spock had an adoptive sister, not furious that they?re "corrupting" more than fifty years of canon. It would be tampering with canon to claim that Spock never existed, that Chekov was a flower child, or that*Starship Troopers*is actually some kind of prequel to Kirk and the starship*Enterprise,
    Lol. There's a photoshopped image representing this too in the post.

    Tbh the confusing part for me is that she's called Michael. It's almost always a male name and surprisingly pedestrian and English Burnham is an English surname) for Star Trek. So I was like is he one of the writers/directors for a while before I was like oh... His sister is called Michael Burnham lol?

    But I don't know if its pronounced the same since I haven't watched the show. I'm just thinking of this song lol about a guy



    And I know Star Trek likes to play with androgyny a lot so it wasn't weird in that way It just didn't sound like a character name.

    You know Anne Rice was called Howard but she changed her name when she was 5. She was insecure about it:

    Well, my birth name is Howard Allen because apparently my mother thought it was a good idea to name me Howard. My father's name was Howard, she wanted to name me after Howard, and she thought it was a very interesting thing to do. She was a bit of a*Bohemian, a bit of mad woman, a bit of a genius, and a great deal of a great teacher. And she had the idea that naming a woman Howard was going to give that woman an unusual advantage in the world.[19]

    According to the authorized biography*Prism of the Night, by*Katherine Ramsland, Rice's father was the source of his daughter's birth name: "Thinking back to the days when his own name had been associated with girls, and perhaps in an effort to give it away, Howard named the little girl Howard Allen Frances O'Brien."[20]*Rice became "Anne" on her first day of school, when a nun asked her what her name was. She told the nun "Anne", which she considered a pretty name. Her mother, who was with her, let it go without correcting her, knowing how self-conscious her daughter was of her real name. From that day on, everyone she knew addressed her as "Anne",[21][22]*and her name was legally changed in 1947.[1]*Rice was confirmed in the Catholic Church when she was twelve years old and took the full name Howard Allen Frances Alphonsus Liguori O'Brien,[clarification needed]*adding the names of a saint and of an aunt, who was a nun. She said: "I was honored to have my aunt's name, but it was my burden and joy as a child to have strange names".[23]
    Then in later life she said this:

    The New York premiere of LESTAT was April 25th, 2006.

    I?m overjoyed to report that I was there on opening night, stunned and amazed, and I?m eager to tell you just exactly what I saw.

    But let me say this first:* I didn?t really create the character of Lestat de Lioncourt.* He lives and breathes in some nine different books that I wrote.* But how he came to be is truly something I can?t explain.

    So if I write here about Lestat as if he was somebody else?s baby, there?s a reason for it.* He?s been out there on his own from the start.

    Yes, he was based on my husband Stan -- on Stan?s vigor and beauty, on Stan?s will and Stan?s courage.* And* my son, Christopher, has grown up to be Lestat, and that?s a puzzle that commands respect.

    Yet Lestat is my alter ego, lover, muse and the unabashed hero of my crippled, genderless soul.* I?m in love with the guy. I prowl the world looking through his eyes from time to time.* For decades, there was nothing I couldn?t express through Lestat?s voice.
    "I've always been very much a champion of gay rights, and art produced by gay people," Rice said in the interview. "People told me*Interview with the Vampire*was a gay allegory, and I was very honored by that. I think I have a gay sensibility and I feel like I'm gay, because I've always transcended gender, and I've always seen love as transcending gender"

    Rice added, "I get teased a lot by my gay friends because we have a rapport on things we find exciting or interesting. It?s very hard for me to remember that I have a gender..."
    It's kind of ironic.

    Kind of expected though? Her mum was very bohemian she said in the 1950s:

    When Rice was fifteen years old, her mother died as a result of alcoholism.[10][24][25] Soon afterward, she and her sisters were placed by their father in St. Joseph Academy. Rice described St. Joseph's as "something out of Jane Eyre ... a dilapidated, awful, medieval type of place. I really hated it and wanted to leave. I felt betrayed by my father."[26]
    She also has a gay son.

    Her own writing is an exploration of typical genetics as well actually.

    But she also changed her mind about fanfiction. She used to be quite against it and stopped people uploading stuff based on her work but later on changed her mind about it.

    She also went through a born again Christian phase at one point. So she's a very controversial figure with a lot of people bit I also think a lot of the stories are exaggerated or false. That entire period was very mysterious unlike now where everyone just says stupid sgit on twitter. Which she notably didn't really engage with. So it led to lots of rumours not just about her but various fandom figures. Lots of folklore.

    There was a controversial slash + BL writer (her style kind of mixed the two and she had worked on a BL fanfic once,) who was bipolar who went through a phase where she decided all her works/fans were evil during manic episodes and also had a subscription site but didn't really deliver so some people were annoyed about that. I never subscribed since I was underage then but read some of the previews she had posted around and one fanfic.

    The stuff people say reminds me of this. Even though the other writer wasn't that famous at all outside niche online m/m fandom. It feels like they mixed the two stories because I don't think it was as dramatic

    Rice publicly announced her disdain for the current state of Christianity on her Facebook page on July 28, 2010:

    Today I quit being a Christian. ? I remain committed to Christ as always but not to being 'Christian' or to being part of Christianity. It's simply impossible for me to 'belong' to this quarrelsome, hostile, disputatious, and deservedly infamous group. For ten years, I've tried. I've failed. I'm an outsider. My conscience will allow nothing else.[87][88]

    Shortly thereafter, she clarified her statement:

    My faith in Christ is central to my life. My conversion from a pessimistic atheist lost in a world I didn't understand, to an optimistic believer in a universe created and sustained by a loving God is crucial to me. But following Christ does not mean following His followers. Christ is infinitely more important than Christianity and always will be, no matter what Christianity is, has been, or might become.[89]
    Rice returned to the Catholic Church in 1998 after decades of*atheism. She fell into a coma, later determined to be caused by*diabetic ketoacidosis*(DKA), on December 14, 1998, and nearly died.[63]*She was later diagnosed with*diabetes mellitus type 1, and was*insulin-dependent.[64][65][66]*Following the advice of her husband, Rice underwent*gastric bypass surgery*shortly after his death and shed 103 pounds in 2003.[67][68]

    Rice nearly died again from an intestinal blockage or*bowel obstruction, a common complication of*gastric bypass surgery, in 2004. In 2005,*Newsweek*reported: "She came close to death last year, when she had surgery for an intestinal blockage, and also back in 1998, when she went into a sudden diabetic coma; that same year she returned to the Roman Catholic Church, which she'd left at 18."[69]*Her return did not come with a full embrace of the Church's stances on social issues; Rice remained a vocal supporter of equality for gay men and lesbians (including*marriage rights), as well as abortion rights and*birth control,[70]*writing extensively on such issues.[71]

    While promoting her book*Christ the Lord: Out of Egypt*in October 2005, Rice announced in*Newsweek*that she would now use her life and talent of writing to glorify her belief in God, but she did not renounce her earlier works, citing a connection in her earlier work with the state of her spiritual life.[69]

    In the Author's Note from*Christ the Lord: Out of Egypt, Rice states:

    I had experienced an old-fashioned, strict Roman Catholic childhood in the 1940s and 1950s ? we attended daily Mass and Communion in an enormous and magnificently decorated church. ? Stained-glass windows, the*Latin Mass, the detailed answers to complex questions on good and evil?these things were imprinted on my soul forever. ? I left this church at age 18. ? I wanted to know what was happening, why so many seemingly good people didn't believe in any organized religion yet cared passionately about their behavior and value of their lives.... I broke with the church. ? I wrote many novels without my being aware that they reflected my quest for meaning in a world without God.[72]
    I think comments like this are as I say often exaggerated by people who were pissed off by her actions towards fanfic writers and no one has 'receipts' as the kids say:

    She went through a heavy born again stage after her husband died and would reply to fan mail saying they would burn in hell for enjoying her works of blasphemy etc. She got over that eventually. She also held the books as very personal, she didn?t foster that sense of community that some other writers/fandoms do.
    This is false. Her sin Christopher is gay. Always has been out and she turned her back in the church multiple times when a pope would denounce gays. An yes Anne was catholic. Idk how so many of these comments got off base when her opinion was very out in the open.
    I'm sorry it isn't false, she just became very Christian for a short time then went back to normal.
    It's kinda suspicious that there is no evidence when she supposedly said it in interviews and some people's entire life is devoted to trying to tear people down for saying things like that lol. It's also not generally hidden like Kanye, JK Rowling, Elon Musk etc.

    This person claims there was an interview that they can't find:

    I remember seeing an interview while she was in that phase where she basically renounced her old works and said the reason she made her vampires mostly gay-coded was because that was the most demonic thing she could imagine. a few years later I tried to find that interview and couldn't, but she was already out of that bubble at that time so maybe she had it removed.
    Cause I remember some of this planning to only write about Jesus but not her saying anything about gay coded characters. I think they projected some stuff. I was reading her work in the 2000s myself.

    I feel like this is the Mandella effect or something.
    Almost like Armand in one of his religious fits haha
    Her works were very heavily influenced by her life experiences and the significant people in her life, and I've always held that Armand was inspired by herself as a child.
    Makes sense. I remember reading The Vampire Armand and I resonated with it a lot. I grew up in Romania(not Kievan Rus, but close enough heh) and was by monasteries a lot and lived there for a while, even painted icons, and always felt embarassed about that part of my past and envied people who grew up differently. But after reading this stuff, I feel so much less bad about it.. Goodness, representation matters a lot.
    I think that is what Ethel Cain is trying to do:



    These crosses all over my body
    Remind me of who I used to be


    I want to be clear before I go on she is not Catholic her background was Southern Baptist. She's addressed this before:

    "I'm Southern fucking Baptist!" Ethel Cain proudly exclaims from a dingy motel in Hollywood. Christianity is central to the 23-year-old artist's life and work - Cain grew up in the Southern Baptist Church, moved into a church in the backwoods of Indiana, and recently draped herself on a cross for a photoshoot. Part of what makes Cain's work so compelling is her earnest infusion of themes usually felt*as taboo for [BEEP] artists - her fear of God, her love of the deep south, and her tongue-in-cheek depictions of hard drugs and violence. These subjects feel especially compelling coming from Cain, a trans woman.
    CH: What you're doing seems very authentic.

    EC: I will say, I've definitely had a lot of people talk about the comparisons to the Catholic Church to what I do, and I always tell them - I have nothing to do with the Catholic Church, I am Southern fucking Baptist!
    I think she does have a song called Rosary though. Stumbled on the lyrics. That might have been released with her older work that she doesn't really want people sharing now though.

    There's this clip from a livestream where she says this that's kinda funny but can't find it right now.



    It's this livestream but I don't know if that part is included.

    "Making out with women in the woods" LOL

    Of course though.

    Edit: yeah she does mention that in this video 9:38 minutes in.

    Anyway I grew up with Catholic family members so even though I'm very edgy about it now, as a kid I felt left out because my dad didn't want me or my brother to be forced into that so didn't have a christening etc unlike my cousin. So I was actually crying about how Jesus wouldn't love me and stuff once round my grandma's house.

    I'm also aware, and I think Anne Rice was too, of the kind of nihilistic cultural void that atheism represents. Especially for white people.

    Some people also argue the opposite anecdotally. Someone quoted this to compare her to JK Rowling:

    was entirely comfortable telling her I had, through my journey, discovered I was a trans woman. In typical Anne fashion, she thought it was fabulous. She told me at the time that she believed transgender people were sacred; That we possessed a unique gift of life experience that few ever would, which would allow us to see the world from "A view from the greatest height." She shared with me stories of trans figures in history that she had learned about in her own extensive studies. "The most fascinating figures in mythology were always transgender or genderless" she once told me. "And in so many cultures reaching back thousands of years, transgender and intersex people were deified, perceived as wise and powe
    JK Rowling likes to use arguments about how her dad wanted a boy and how she probably would have been trans if she was young now as an argument to support her transphobia and I think its interesting to contrast these two writers.

    It's not about the two writers for me it's about a schism I see within groups of mostly afab people that's been intriguing me for some time. There's a lot overlap too but like aesthetically and ideologically the Puritan feminist group which extends towards GNC fascism at the extreme (women should be more masculine,) and the 'slash/gay/BL erotica group' (men should be more feminine.)

    Both these groups are androgynous just in different ways so 'more feminine/more masculine' at least if you're treating them as polarities doesn't actually make much sense but yeah. I don't like anyone else's occult based labels either so this will do for now. Order/chaos whatever. I was writing about this recently in another post like the female and feminist fascists in the UK.

    One of the early Japanese BL writers was thought to be inspired by her dad (also an author's,) fear of being raped by men basically. Because at the time there was a weird media fixation on more feminine men being kidnapped by other men. Which I think he wrote about. I've posted about that before. It's kinda interesting historically. Also to contrast/compare with Western attitudes.

    Though banned three weeks after its publication in 1909, Vita Sexualis is far more than a prurient erotic novel. The narrator, a professor of philosophy, wrestles with issues of sexual desire, sex education, and the proper place of sensuality. He tells the story of his own journey into sexual awareness, spanning fifteen years, from his first exposure to erotic woodcuts at the age of six, to his first physical response to a woman, and his eventual encounter with a professional courtesan. Beyond being a poignant account of one boy's coming of age, Vita Sexualis is also an important record of Japan's moral struggles during the cultural upheaval of the last years of the Meiji era.

    In response to the publication of Vita Sexualis, Ogai Mori was reprimanded by Japan's vice-minister of war.
    After the forcible opening of Japan to the West in 1868, Japanese views of nanshoku began to be influenced by Western psychomedical views of homosexuality. On the one hand, this led to the pathologization of both homosexual desire and (more slowly and erratically) of the bishounen himself, whom Western theory positioned as an abnormal, feminized figure who must be firmly redirected on the path of proper masculinity lest he become a permanently perverted "invert". On the other hand, the Western location of homosexual desire within the weak, effeminate passive who fruitlessly attempts to seduce the masculine heterosexual male failed utterly to mesh with the Japanese image of the active, adult man who courts pretty passive youths. Shudo texts had generally supposed that the chigo or wakashu had no sexual desire for their lovers and did not enjoy being penetrated (although Edo-region prints often show the boy partner with an erection, and some show the nenja masturbating him), so during Japan's brief criminalization of homosexual anal sex per se, authorities were confused as to what to do with cases of men who offered themselves to other men as "bottom" outside of prostitution, a turn of events that Japanese legal codes had never contemplated.

    Aside from the newly-discovered specter of the "invert", popular understanding of homosexuality became increasingly relegated to the realm of adolescence. In Ogai Mori's semiautobiographical 1909 novel Vita Sexualis, the narrator separates the students at his boarding school into two types: the nanpa ("soft crowd") like himself, who are interested in fashion and women, and the koha ("rough crowd") who are sports fans, idolize military figures, and reject women as feminizing, instead pursuing pretty younger boys and terrorizing the other students in the process. Other Meiji writers describe similar phenomena under other names; the predatory gangs of older boys in the boarding-school dormitory, or the teenage juvenile delinquents who prowl the streets of Japan's cities, seeking out bishounen, preferably from upper-class families, to abduct and rape. Late 19th- and early 20th-century scandal-rags reported nearly weekly on sensationalized stories of attempted kidnappings, gang fights over the affections of boys, and other crimes laid at the feet of adolescent nanshoku-enthusiasts, whipping up a decades-long moral panic in the process. The koha, significantly, were always depicted as in their teens or early 20s; once a man hit adulthood he would naturally turn his attentions to women, as the more refined nanpa already did. And in this conceptualization, of course, the bishounen remains the blameless, socially approved and passive object of desire, as he was in former eras.

    The koha panics faded by the 1920s, replaced in the minds of the moral guardians by crossdressed male prostitutes lurking in Tokyo's parks by night. The bishounen, at this point, is split: one part relegated to the "perverse press" and the red-light districts, one pure, virtuous and thoroughly disconnected from any taint of homosexuality.
    In 1961 and ?62, Mari Mori (daughter of the Ogai Mori whose Vita Sexualis is mentioned above) wrote her three tanbi (?aesthetic?) novellas; A lover?s forest, I don?t go on Sundays, and Bed of fallen leaves. All three follow the same plot: an impossibly beautiful teenage boy is taken in by a wealthy and sophisticated (and much older) man, who keeps him in decadent luxury until the relationship is broken up by jealousy and violent death (murder, suicide, or both). Mari was noted for her lush prose, and she pours it all over her boys: their pale, transparent skin; their glossy hair; their luminous eyes, which ?seemed to emit pale lavender flames?; their full lips ?like fruit ripened by kisses?; their languorous movements and flirtatious glances. Their infatuated lovers surround them with exotic Western extravagances: custom-tailored suits, French soap, German cologne, imported cigarettes (that they wastefully stub out half-smoked), caviar, martinis, Rolls Royces and nightclubs. The boys address their lovers in feminine speech (but not in public), and the lovers, in turn, compare them to geisha and ?Parisian courtesan[s]?. Despite appearing beautiful and innocent ?like a cherub in a Raphael painting?, Mari?s boys are not entirely sympathetic; they are indolent, extravagant, wasteful, spoiled, childish, passive, persistently unintellectual (all the boys are dropouts, whereas all their lovers are highly educated), and not particularly concerned with morality. The other characters (and, one feels, Mari herself) are willing to overlook all their faults on account of their spectacular beauty and sexual desirability.
    So his daughter wrote some of the earliest books that could be classified as BL (obviously similar ideas existed earlier though):

    Mori Mari wrote that she always felt that her father was too good for this earth. There was something in his goodness that made him vulnerable, and she felt it her duty to protect him. In 1960 she wrote, "Once a nightmare disturbed me and woke me in a cold sweat; it was about some men approaching my father working at his desk and attacking him from behind.?⁴⁴ Any reader of Mori Ōgai (including most likely Mari herself) would be reminded by her dream of a passage in his 1909 novel Vita Sexualis. The protagonist of this ironically autobiographical novel (a text that is so sex-phobic that one of my students once called it Vita Asexualis) is terrified of homosexuals and takes a dagger with him to bed in his boarding school to defend himself against the older students who he believes are out to rape him.⁴⁵ In Mori Mari?s stories and the yaoi works they spawned, homosexuality may not be out and proud, but it is not nearly as scary and violent as it was in her father?s novel. Mari will take the place of that dagger to defend her father against attacks from the rear, but she will do so by making him queer. In the context of modern Japanese literature, where Ogai is a towering masculine presence, this is no mean feat.
    Transgenerational trauma again.

    It's not like I say that basic/clear cut though. Because people mix beliefs from both sides of that war. I think it became somewhat more clearly defined in the 70s though (the feminist sex wars.)

    The feminist sex wars, also known as the lesbian sex wars, sex wars or porn wars, are collective debates amongst feminists regarding a number of issues broadly relating to sexuality and sexual activity. Differences of opinion on matters of sexuality deeply polarized the feminist movement, particularly leading feminist thinkers, in the late 1970s and early 1980s and continue to influence debate amongst feminists to this day.[1]

    The sides were characterized by anti-porn feminist and sex-positive feminist groups with disagreements regarding sexuality, including pornography, erotica, prostitution, lesbian sexual practices, the role of transgender women in the lesbian community, sadomasochism and other sexual matters. The feminist movement was deeply divided as a result of these debates.[2][3][4][5][6] Many historians view the feminist sex wars as having been the end of the second-wave feminist era (which began c. 1963) as well as the herald of the third wave (which began in the early 1990s).[7]
    I'd argue this schism probably started earlier and that not everyone involved probably called themselves feminists. So limiting it purely to the self use of that label sure maybe it started then. This is actually a very limited view on the history that is inspired by personality and sexuality differences though surely... Ideology is downstream of these things for the most part.

    JK Rowling's casual biphobia and the biphobia of the people she was responding to at the time shows that groups dislike of a particular kind of personality.

    Edit: I have to go back to a previous post in June (the first and third quote are JK Rowling):

    "A male friend of mine asked a female friend of his what kind of woman would be OK cheering on the eradication of single sex rape shelters, changing rooms, women's sports etc. She thought for a moment, then said, 'you know the girl at the school party who'd snog another girl if the lads were watching? It's THAT girl."
    In a different context, I once described them as the sort of girls at school who had tassels on the end of their pencils, & who'd make a big deal out of the act of writing while penning shit.
    Now trying to remember if I ever has a tassel on my pencil
    Oh for fucks sake just call the rest of us "pickmes"and get over with it.
    I prefered 'handmaiden' and 'you're a psychopath and should kill yourself' etc (personally directed at me lol,)

    [...]



    Rowling you literally tweeted about how you were out with other GCs getting tipsy and how you might kiss each other...

    Seems like she's projecting.

    Also why a "school party"?????
    Lol.

    It's funny because people call JK Rowling a pick me too. Seeing as it's mostly men who are against trans people according to surveys.

    I personally think we should create three groups of spaces - women, men and bisexuals. I think they'd stop complaining. No lol but food for thought.

    I found this discussion just now:

    JKR has always been eager to [BEEP] on any women who aren't women the way she feels they ought to be. Look at how she describes women and girls in her book like Fleur, Lavender, etc. Don't be too girly.... be like the boys. But don't do anything for male approval. Don't care about your appearance, but if you don't care enough you're slovenly and ugly. Most women grow up and grow out of this kind of judginess and cattiness, but I guess of you're rich and have people constantly kissing your butt, you don't have to.
    I guess this aged well since just months later she started to comment on every non-white athlete who is highly androgynous but afab.

    I had tassels on my pens 😂 Tassels and bobbles and those fluffy pom-poms and my favorite by far was a Koosh ball pen. They were cute without having any purpose beyond being cute which, I guess, when you despise unabashed girliness, is the greatest sin. How dare you adorn something just to adorn it.
    When I was at school people just put gnomes on the top of pens/pencils and other things like that.

    I think the tassels are a Clueless reference
    Oh right I actually did watch that film for the first time recently lol. I spend a considerable amount of time during Christmas trying to find something that seemed watchable on Amazon prime video and my mum had pointed that out so in the end I was like 'meh OK' since people reference it a lot. It was OK. There really are a ton of quotable lines and gifs from that like even that one guy trying to climb out of a window I didn't realise was from that film.

    My mum hadn't seen it either I think and she said early on in the film 'it's like they're taking the piss out of teenagers' which is true.



    It's funny that that's considered insulting too. They're very masculine insults. It was though. Even in the 2000s.

    Also that character was a virgin (who couldn't drive,) not sexually promiscuous. I don't think there were any 'bisexual moments.' (Well no bisexual female moments.) It's not Sarah Michelle Gellar in Cruel Intentions or...



    Imagine outgaying Velma.

    Like she took it as a challenge or something. 😂

    Most of this sort of thing can be explained by 'men wrote/directed this.'

    I don't think this is a 'type of person.' Anyway.

    I like the skateboarder guy. I've forgotten his name already. Travis Birkenstock.





    You can see the pen here actually lol.

    Also this music video:



    A lot of this era like Nicki Minaj was a backlash to the implications of a lot of that stuff and the way Britney etc were treated. Ultimately leading to the hatred of Barbie from conservatives you see today.

    So much biphobia in what she said. SO MUCH. I am totally one of those women that got these sort of descriptions and judgements thrown at me in my 20s, and it was so infuriating because I didn't give a [BEEP] about the men around me because they were all gay! LOL. And I don't kiss women for other people's gratification (primarily). Have I ever put on a show? Hells yeah, and I defend any woman's right to do so cause it's FUN as hell!

    But my status as a "feminist" doesn't hinge on my enthusiasm with kissing women publicly, and it certainly doesn't hinge on my bisexuality. [...]
    I don't really care about exhibitionism because I'm voyeuristic. I think it takes a lot of self confidence that most people increasingly don't have in our culture so it inspires envy.

    Anne Rice's dad was uncomfortable with his own femininity maybe if you believe what that biographer said about him giving his daughter his name Howard because at one point it had been a girls name.

    The latter group is always being pulled into the former and that's where you get respectability politics.

    People are discussing whether she's one of the greatest authors lol:

    Why isn?t Anne Rice widely considered one of the greatest writers of all time?

    I'm currently reading The Witching Hour and I keep returning to the above question. Her writing is just stunning and I don?t think she is taken seriously by literary critics. In my opinion, if she's not great, no one is. I mean Hemingway is often considered the greatest American writer and I just don't get it. And I'm an English professor btw. What are your thoughts on this topic?
    Rice was aware of this herself in her own lifetime. She expected The Feast of All Saints and Cry To Heaven to help push her toward the mainstream but soon realized that even historical fiction is too ?genre? for most literary snobs. Her writing was always too queer, too genre, too florid and too unashamedly erotic to ever be accepted by the literary mainstream. I?m an English major so I have a lot of hot takes about [BEEP] like this lol
    Well said. I think this pretty much encapsulates it. Her sensibilities were just out of step with the literary establishment and still are, really. Even her pair of historical novels - which for me may even transcend her vampires - were about subjects that were unusual, and were executed in such a way that guaranteed they would challenge the reader, sometimes in uncomfortable ways. Plus...she was a woman writing this way. Never underestimate sexism's grip.
    I think her writing is often difficult to read. I found most of Memoch the devil boring besides one particular part haha. But I thought the same when I tried to read LoTR when I was 11/12 and gave up.

    Conceptually it is usually very interesting and she also revolutionised how vampires are portrayed in fiction.

    But I think the Mayfair witches books are more interesting because she created this really detailed fictional family history going back centuries. Plus a fictional species.

    Probably underrated because people are more into vampires and they're more obviously [BEEP] coded so have wider appeal. Obviously both series take place in the same universe too.

    Florid is a good way of putting it too. I can see why the mainstream were less into it mostly because of the very dark sexual stuff.

    I think it will probably hold up when people discuss vampires and gothic fiction in the long term. A lot of British and Irish authors have written speculative fiction. Also 'isekai' works. Peter Pan, Alice in Wonderland, The Chronicles of Narnia, Lord of The Rings, Harry Potter, Wuthering Heights, Dracula, Frankenstein; or, The Modern Prometheus etc.

    If I look up abstract of 100 writers and skim through I can't see her I see obvious figures like Tolkien, Hemmingway, JK Rowling and see tons of American authors I've never heard of. Do I think that's weird? Yeah.

    Shakespeare wrote plays so bit weird to include him too. I also assume its in no order. You can get different results googling slightly different things as I just learnt. Since it switched from Tolkien as number one to Shakespeare.

    I feel like Ursula K. Le Guin should be there somewhere even though I havent read her work, based on cultural influence (she isnt though.) So these lists are somewhat subjective and based on different criteria. There's a bias towards historical figures too most of the time for o virus reasons.

    I think Anne Rice's Mayfair witches books are more controversial now then when she wrote them as things have gotten more puritanical since then. Skimming back through those books I can see all kinds of very messed up things. It's technically horror but ambiguous enough to become more intolerable to people who frown on these things.

    They're censoring the TV show based on it from what I hear lol so. I have no idea how they're going to cover half of the plot points honestly lol. It really is an 18 rated series though I read it as a minor of course.

    And I'm one of those who thought she kind of went off the rails with Memoch the Devil, which I found pretentious to the point of being unreadable.

    [...]

    Don't get me wrong. I think Rice was a very talented writer. She revived the conventions of Gothic fiction and set the stage for much of the surge in vampire books and TV shows over the last decades. Her writing can be great, but it can at times become almost a self-parody.

    I hope I don't offend anyone. When Rice is good, she's really good. My problem is that it seemed difficult for her to sustain her best writing.
    It's not even that haha. I loved the concept but I remember very little and it was too boring so I started skimming it instead. The bit where Lestat goes down on a woman who is on her period was great, otherwise I don't remember anything.

    That makes sense but I think that is true for many writers who head up the literary canon and they seem to get more forgiveness and retain their perception of greatness.
    Most fiction isn't really for me. Like I say I couldn't get through Lord of the Rings though I havent trued since but I really love the world. I like fanfiction a lot though. I like romance fiction too which is part ofvthat but I often like it to be set in universes with a lot of worldbuilding and speculative (not exclusively but preferentially throughout my life.) That's why I enjoy Star Trek fanfiction despite not being a huge fan of most of the canon.

    Doctor Who is something I could never get into because it made me cringe way too much. Its too family friendly as well basically in a particular way.

    One thing I like about Rachilde though she was problematic in her own right is in her first novel mostly she was like "nah I'm not coding anything. This is a woman who is masculinised and she treats this guy like her wife and feminises him and treating him/her as an object of worship. Also refers to him as a woman intermittently. Gender is fluid. And also here's all these other fucked up far things I'm 18th. Entry Europe!"

    It was a simpler time but not in the way conservatives would appreciate The real fascists know they have to go back further and to niche bubbles because time isn't linear. The 50s wasn't eternal and its always there - lurking. The transmasculine vampire:

    Whatever the circumstances in which it was written, the book was first released in 1884 by Belgian publisher*Auguste Brancart*with the dedication "We dedicate this book to physical beauty", and a warning that any woman might secretly harbor the same desires as the depraved heroine of*Monsieur V?nus. As was common at the time, the novel was serialized prior to its publication in one volume.[4][5]
    xD

    Explains the two year prison sentence she ran away from LOL. Oscar Wilde was also a fan.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
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    Great to see Hasan collabing with a smaller streamer
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    The irony of being a streamer and criticising women doing onlyfans.

    He has serious health issues in his 30s because hot women aren't working at gamestop (never happened anyway I bet lol,) so he can't leave the house.

    Game shops are dead anyway. It's not 2005.

    He just can't go down this route because of who he is.

    I call BS. Going to GameStop involves leaving your house.
    Lol what I was saying. His issues are really on show and it's so insane that he thinks he can do this of all people.

    Asmon the bills can't possibly be this high
    😂

    the irony is that he is doing exactly the male counterpart of onlyfans.
    he is absolutely in the same parasocial market, the difference is he doesn't have to be hot.
    Correct and it's hilarious that he thinks he's better than them.

    Unfortunately he's basically a poor man's Penguinz0.

    OK I'm done now.


    The hoeflation guy half way through the video is a classic example of these guys thinking everything is about money. I call bs on this because I'm attracted to very few guys but make basically nothing. Almost any guy earns more than me and this fact hasn't made me attracted to more guys. Perhaps I'm different since I'm [BEEP] and non-binary but I doubt it. There are definitely women like me anyway. It's nonsense I think outside a small circle of golddiggers. In the past women got with men they didn't want out of social pressure, to have kids, and maybe in rare cases of abject poverty where their family couldn't support them for money. But I don't think it factors in for most women's attraction at all... If it did every guy would be attractive to me now.

    More to the point it clearly isn't just me as Elon Musk can't keep a woman in his life. He's the richest guy on the planet and he tweets about not having sex for a 'long time.'

    Napolean Dynamite had more understanding of women than these guys lol.


    OK I'm not done Asmongold dates onlyfans models? What a hypocritical piece of [BEEP] like so many social media men. No wonder so many American women are misandric and think men are just fuckboys.

    How is Candace Owens saying 'hoeflation' with a straight face and acting super serious. This is ridiculous.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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    It's weird how men only gatekeep and exclude women from activities that require high analytical, spatial, and quantitative abilities.
    This is hilarious, if you know you know who these women are.

    Jennifer Yu is the strongest player among them. She's the 4,583rd best chess player in the world super impressive!

    No, these women are famous solely because they are women, not because they are exceptional at chess.
    Things you left out:
    1. Your world FIDE rank.
    2. That she's only 22 and became a grandmaster at 16.
    3. That her rank is 4583 out of ~8.2M, meaning she?s in the Top 0.056% in the world, which is insane.

    Quit being a disingenuous piece of shit.
    1. My rank has no bearing on how good she is.
    2. Yes, every good chess player in history achieved their peak at a young age. This is unremarkable.
    3. Do you know who the 4583 best basketball player is? 4583 best tennis player? Bowler? These would be strong amateurs who perhaps played in college but did not make it professionally.

    You treat her with kid gloves because she is a woman.
    1. You want to criticize and diminish, so your ability to take her on matters.
    2. Chess players peak at the ages 35-40, and the high ranks at young ages is a more recent phenomenon.
    3. There aren't that many pro players in the NBA, tennis, or bowling to have a 4583rd best player.
    Okey but if you weren't a bunch of misogynists you wouldn't assume they can't play chess because they're women. Because that's the point, not your little dick contest of who is the biggest player in the world.
    Two things can be true.

    1. She is good at chess.
    2. The amount of attention she gets for being good at chess is about 3 or 4 orders of magnitude more than it would be if she were a man.
    I wouldn't say they're famous solely because they're women. They're also hot (every single woman in the photo,) and I doubt every female chess player is. That would be odd.

    If it helps I can't think of a single famous chess player. Besides Andrew Tate's deceased dad I guess. But given how his sons turned out, and the fact he seemed to be an abusive narcissist, I don't care too much about his chess ability.

    Even if she's not the best player in the world she still clearly knows how to play chess meaning the original point that guy was making was still wrong and dumb.

    So?
    "So"

    Haha quite.

    Sucks to be you (a cis man,) who is worse than her at chess.

    Now you can't get attention for being a hot woman or great at chess.

    At least you can always get attention for complaining about women getting attention. Otherwise you'd be really doomed.



    You can exclude women from activities where men perform better but then you can't complain about them not having sex with you ever again because women give women more orgasms than men do.

    😐

    An unmarried woman having far right politics isn't "based", it's a bright red flag. It usually indicates antisocial tendencies, because it takes a lot for a woman to be willing to be shunned by other women (who are libtards) . Most will change & conform & that's healthy.

    The exceptions to this rule are women who are incredibly beautiful (they trigger jealousy), or super smart (can't abide by women's bullshit). Otherwise it's all cluster b psychos. Women who are not deranged don't need to pay such a heavy price (ostracism) , with no reward. It's actually smarter for them to conform: it's safer.
    So funny when right wing twitter does this. It's a woman doing it this time (who I assume believes herself to be some exception or just thinks she's hot.)

    Third exception: woman raised in a stable, loving home whose familial and social scenes, such as church, are all right wing, though this applies more to "right" than "far right".
    I'm talking far right to the point of being alienated from their community not a well adjusted pillar of it (normal conservative girl in conservative community)
    Were you a well-adjusted pillar of your community?
    No she has a personality disorder.

    There's also subcultural weirdos who grew up bucking trends and those who place principles over tribalism, mostly gen X, ime. I think cluster b accounts for far more of the joiners than loners, tbh. Sociopaths, more likely, not cluster b.
    'Sociopath' isn't really a diagnosis. Antisocial personality disorder is a cluster b disorder...

    Or autistic, or generally having a reason for a more male way of thinking with male levels of disagreability. Often this means cluster B because of the increased dark triad traits, but not always. It really depends.
    If you pay attention to why and in which contexts the women vocalize this, you can tell if it is a manipulation tactic to appeal to men, or if it is a genuinely held belief.
    What I'm hearing is "all far right men are cluster B (tm.)"

    What I'm actually hearing is:

    "we're all edgy psychopaths because we're so masculine."

    Also no you can't.

    I've never come across a woman on the far right who didn't seem like a psychopath though. The most obvious example was the woman who was an ex-dildo saleswoman who created bloody erotica of Nazi soldiers and did a lot of meth I think, and became leader of a bunch of online guys. Many such cases.

    A [BEEP] Saleswoman Is Apparently In Charge Of An Infamous Neo-Nazi Group On Telegram
    Very Freudian. 🤣

    Kinda like radfemhitler. Same personality type but radfemhitler was trying to create a femcel thing instead. Not really though she deleted her account when she was allegedly namedropped by a massshooter lol.



    Not like this actually they're all wannabe Charles Manson's not Sadies.

    Wish they added some disparity for this song like "2004 version" or something...
    It's a different version to what was originally on Crimson
    (2004) recording ended up on Remains, which is now here, and also on Crimson on Spotify and such - completely replacing the version I know and love
    (2005) recording is what was originally on Crimson, not Remains - but it's been replaced everywhere
    Please change this back
    Yeah I can tell this is different because the spoken audio recording part sounds different for some reason? Dunno why they would re-record that.



    ^ That's the album version I remembered too.

    My mom is ostensibly a very normal lefty leaning conformist. But one time she said she thinks it would be good to resolve all the conflict in the middle east once and for all by glassing the whole region with nukes. I don't know what to make of that.
    My dad says stuff like that all the time.

    Ive heard so many people over 50 say this exact thing.
    Lol guess it's a thing.

    Can someone tell me why conservatives hate Andrew Tate for pimping but love (former lol) professional whores and female pornographers? I don't fangirl over Tate, don't admire him; but I don't see how you can condemn him for monetising cam girls while WELCOMING former cam girls?
    Half her tweets (at least recent ones,) are just complaining about conservatives engaging in benevolent sexism.

    A lot of women are more attracted to men who show benevolent sexism (research shows this,) and it works better romantically/sexually than hostile sexism so you guys are going to lose ultimately when you shame men for doing that even though I agree it's infantalising. It's also better than what far right people do which is never going to appeal to most of society so you must know you have to lose.

    Oh look Andrew Tate responded:

    They all watch porn and HATE the fact that they bought the drug I made.

    Ex drug dealers dont offend them, they probably wernt drug addicts.

    But these "holy" dorks are unattractive to females, are porn addicts, and cant stand the idea of me making money from them.
    They hate agency and want people to behave like pathetic victims. You are obnoxious and don't play the victim so you're an enemy.

    (I'm obnoxious also, not hating)
    He doesn't play the victim? Lol
    I'M BEING ATTACKED BY THE MATRIX, ROMANIA IS PROSECUTING ME BECAUSE I'M MUSLIM!!!!
    This is funnier:



    She spends all her time pandering to white men and claiming they're victims under the guise of being supportive so she can feel superior. I understand what she's doing and wonder whether she's self aware enough to know. I'm going to go with yes since twitter is full of psychopaths anyway.


    One of the strangest narcissist/psychopath tells is that they?ll moralise about the supposed impropriety of someone else, but do so in such a brutal and degrading manner that they kill their own credibility and lose any pretence of occupying the moral high ground in the process.

    You see it a lot on here, shitlibs and leftists will snap back at a Very Bad Person and speak to them in such a hateful & degrading manner that it's honestly shocking, but they lack a sense of shame, and don't realise how fucked up they seem to outsiders.
    She could have stopped at 'you see it a lot on here' because the website attracts people with high dark triad traits, and then encourages and rewards the behaviour further.

    The resentment of men becomes more and more pervasive the more the deck is arbitrarily stacked in women's favour because that means women have more and more (libidinally and actually) invested in the maintenance of the status quo.

    It's just that the people they're being protected from are their potential bfs and husbands who are being denied their place in the leadership of their own country and being told to work at chipotle.

    No fucking wonder the birth rate is plummeting .
    Let's see:

    So men still make up three-quarters of governors, three-quarters of senators, three-quarters of mayors, over 70 percent of members of Congress, 67 percent of state legislators, 67 percent of municipal officeholders. So women are dramatically underrepresented in U.S. politics.
    You all have an incredibly low tolerance for female leadership huh?

    The men you talk to were never going to have any kind of leadership positions obviously. They could probably do something better but it doesn't really matter because the chipotle job will be automated in the next few decades so.



    https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/....1002/psp.2635

    This study examines the connection between social media usage and fertility behaviour in sub-Saharan Africa (SSA). Whereas the link between traditional media and fertility behaviour has been firmly established, the link between social media and fertility is yet unclear, although social media has expanded enormously in recent years and provides opportunities both to acquire information and allow social interaction. We combine digital trace data from Facebook with fertility rates for 311 subnational regions in 29 sub-Saharan African countries. Our analysis starts with describing spatial patterns of crude birth rates, Facebook usage and gender gaps in Facebook usage, and continues with regression analysis to test whether the associations remain significant after controlling for confounders. We find higher social media usage and gender equality in social media usage to be associated with lower birth rates. This study is one of the first to demonstrate connections between social media usage and fertility outcomes in the SSA region.
    These women are creating a generation of angry, young men with nothing to lose who have developed a deep and somewhat justifiable hatred for women. It won't end well for them.
    It's coming to the point that I want the country to collapse and devolve into total war and anarchy just to watch them beg for the white men they've spent so much time hating to protect them from the degenerate criminals they've spent their remaining time simping for
    We all have grandiose power fantasies but nobody's ever going to beg for you.

    Lol I just realised he's literally just doing Rorschach:

    "The streets are extended gutters and the gutters are full of blood and when the drains finally scab over, all the vermin will drown. The accumulated filth of all their sex and murder will foam up about their waists and all the whores and politicians will look up and shout 'SAVE US!'...and I'll look down and whisper 'No."



    I was an edgy boy too so I was very into this character. When I was 19.

    Tbf it had nothing to do with his politics but because he was short and said stuff like "None of you seem to understand. I'm not locked in here with you, you're locked in here with me." Also he has psychosexual issues which is/was obviously relateable to me.

    Alan Moore (the creator of the character):

    I meant him to be a bad example. But I have people come up to me in the street saying, "I am Rorschach! That is my story!' And I'll be thinking: 'Yeah, great, can you just keep away from me, never come anywhere near me again as long as I live'?
    He's an anarchist lol.
    The impulse is pure
    Sometimes our circuits get shorted
    By external interference

    Signals get crossed
    And the balance distorted
    By internal incoherence

    A tired mind become a shape-shifter
    Everybody need a mood lifter
    Everybody need reverse polarity

    Everybody got mixed feelings
    About the function and the form
    Everybody got to deviate
    From the norm

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